Название: An Angel Under The Skin
Автор: Virginie T.
Издательство: Tektime S.r.l.s.
Жанр: Современная зарубежная литература
isbn: 9788835427506
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The shock is unbelievably violent. I feel as if my bones are literally crushed between the pillar of the bridge and my bike. The noise is even more frightening than the sensation, if that's possible. My whole body cracks, the bike screams as much as I do in an outburst of broken metal and plastic. I cry for myself and for her. When everything gets quiet, my body feels like it's on fire and my ears are ringing. Through my cracked helmet visor I see a motorcyclist slowing down beside me. Help. I'm going to get help. My hopes are dashed when I recognise the flames on the helmet of the driver who sent me into the fray. My disjointed body prevents me from telling him what I think of him. I'm dying to make him swallow his sadistic smile as he towers over me. Strange how my mind is alive while my body is broken. His bike speeds off after he gives me a final wave. My lack of movement has misled him. He thinks I am dead. I am far from it and I hope that if I succumb, I will come back to haunt him. Soon, or long after, I don't know, a commotion forms around me. A hubbub rises. Only no one comes to my aid. I am cold, the pain has given way to a general numbness, which is preferable by the way, and my brain starts to slow down. I find it increasingly difficult to form coherent thoughts. I want to remember every detail to tell the police, only it is becoming increasingly difficult to concentrate. I can vaguely hear a tyre squeal not far from me and shouts, probably from onlookers who are standing idly by.
- ALEX !
Diego. Diego is beside me.
- Has anyone called for help?
My visor is raised with infinite gentleness. My friend is careful not to move my head.
- Hey, beautiful. What are you doing to us?
I try to form a word. I want to reassure him. I want to tell him that I'm still here and that everything is going to be all right, but I can't.
- Shh. Save your strength. The fire-fighters will soon be here. They'll get you back on your feet, my beauty.
I blink to show him that I've heard him, that I've understood him. A tear rolls down his cheek.
- I told you to be careful.
He shakes his head. I'm the one on the ground, yet I feel him as broken as I am.
- I should have stopped you from running. Damn it.
I let out a faint trickle of voice to comfort him.
- You are not responsible for me.
His mirthless laughter breaks my heart and soul.
- Don't give me that bullshit. Of course I'm responsible for you. I took you under my wing from the first day. You're like my little sister. Shit! Don't let me down.
I can feel the numbness slowly creeping over me.
- Come on, Alex. Listen. The sirens. Hold on.
The cold is gone. I can't feel anything but a gentle stillness. I'm not alone anymore. I was never alone. Diego is watching over me. I can let go.
- Hey! ALEX ! DON'T DO THAT!
I don't resist anymore and dive into the black hole.
I feel as if I am floating above my own body. I see myself, I see the doctors working around me. I watch them palpate me and stick infusions in my arm, take blood samples and stick sensors on my chest. It's very strange to see ourself, to know that we are being touched, yet feel nothing. I run my hand over my arm, but there is no hose, no bandage. I am a spectator of my own death.
- It is time.
I jump to the ceiling. I didn't think anyone could see me. I thought I was some kind of shadow or spectre. I turn to the deep voice that addressed me and my jaw drops at the sight of the man. What am I saying? He is not a man. Not quite. Despite his masculine appearance, the wings on his back do not deceive me. Immense, immaculate wings. I'm looking at a fucking angel! His eyes crinkle a little. Shit! Did I say that out loud? His mouth twitches under the smile he holds back. Shit once more! Is he reading my mind? I'm starting to panic. I don't want anyone to get inside my head! I start reciting my multiplication tables, which turns out to be more difficult than expected since I never really knew them by heart. This seems to amuse the newcomer a lot.
- Calm down Alexa. I don't want to hurt you. I'm not here to judge you.
I take a deep breath of air. That is, if I'm breathing. I'm not sure. Especially when I see my own body, my physical body, with a huge pipe coming out of my mouth.
- Am I dead?
- Like life, death is not as simple as one might think.
Great. An enigma. Precisely, in such a solemn moment, a riddle was missing. I've never been good at riddles. I press my lips together and bite my tongue. I believe. I don't feel anything.
- Which is it?
- The choice is yours.
- Can I choose to resume my life or pass into the afterlife? Is it up to me?
He nods his head in affirmation. Hm. Where's the catch? Because let's not fool ourselves. If everyone had a choice, there would be a lot less death on earth.
- You're right.
Ah ! I knew he could read my mind.
- The Ultimate Angel gives you a choice because your death is an injustice.
- I don't get it!
- It's easy: you still have important things to do on this earth and the Ultimate Angel is giving you the opportunity to do them. You would also be a blessing СКАЧАТЬ