THE IDIOT & THE GAMBLER. Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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СКАЧАТЬ sort of present could you make her, that’s a matter of thousands! You might give her your portrait, perhaps? And, by the way, hasn’t she asked for your portrait yet?”

      “No, she hasn’t; and perhaps she never will. You remember the party this evening, Ivan Fyodorovitch, of course? You are one of those particularly invited.”

      “Oh, I remember, to be sure I remember, and I am coming. I should think so, it’s her twenty-fifth birthday. Hm! Do you know, Ganya, I don’t mind telling you a secret. Prepare yourself. She promised Afanasy Ivanovitch and me that at the party this evening she would say the final word: to be or not to be. So mind you are prepared.”

      Ganya was suddenly so taken aback that he turned a little pale.

      “Did she say that positively?” he asked, and there was a quaver in his voice.

      “She gave us her promise the day before yesterday. We both pressed her till she gave way. But she asked me not to tell you beforehand.”

      The general looked steadily at Ganya; he was evidently not pleased at his discomfiture.

      “Remember, Ivan Fyodorovitch,” Ganya said, hesitating and uneasy, “that she has left me quite at liberty till she makes up her mind, and that even then the decision rests with me.”

      “Do you mean to say you … do you mean to say. .,” the general was suddenly alarmed.

      “I mean nothing.”

      “Good heavens, what sort of position will you put us in?”

      “I haven’t refused, you know. I know I have expressed myself badly….”

      “The idea of your refusing!” said the general with vexation, which he did not even care to conceal. “It’s not a question of your not refusing, my boy, but of your readiness, of the pleasure and the gladness with which you will receive her promise… . How are things going at home?”

      “What does that matter? I decide everything at home. Only father is playing the fool as usual, but you know what a perfect disgrace he has become. I never speak to him, but I do keep him in check, and if it were not for my mother I would turn him out of the house. Mother does nothing but cry, of course; my sister is angry, but I told them straight out at last that I can do what I like with myself, and that I wish to be ..

      . master in the house. I put it all very clearly to my sister, while my mother was there.”

      “I still fail to understand it, my boy,” observed the general meditatively, with a slight motion of his hands and shrug of his shoulders. “Nina Alexandrovna kept sighing and moaning when she came the other day, you remember. What’s the matter? I asked. It appeared that it would mean dishonourto them. Where does the dishonour come in, allow me to ask? What can anyone reproach Nastasya Filippovna with? What can anyone bring up against her? Not that she has been living with Totsky, surely? That’s such nonsense, under the circumstances, especially. ‘You wouldn’t let her be introduced to your daughters,’ she says. Well, what next! She is a person! How can she fail to see, how can she fail to understand….”

      “Her own position?” Ganya prompted the embarrassed general. “She does understand it; don’t be angry with her. But I did give her a good lesson not to meddle in other people’s affairs. Yet the only thing that keeps them quiet at home is that the final word has not yet been said, but there’s a storm brewing. If it’s finally settled to-day, it will be sure to break out.”

      Myshkin heard all this conversation sitting in the corner writing his specimen copy. He finished, went to the table and presented his page.

      “So that’s Nastasya Filippovna!” he observed, looking attentively and curiously at the photograph. “Wonderfully beautiful,” he added warmly at once.

      The portrait was indeed that of a wonderfully beautiful woman. She had been photographed in a black silk dress of an extremely simple and elegant cut; her hair, which looked as though it were dark brown, was arranged in a simple homely style; her eyes were dark and deep, her brow was pensive; her expression was passionate, and, as it were, disdainful. She was rather thin in the face and perhaps pale.

      Ganya and the general stared at Myshkin in surprise.

      “Nastasya Filippovna? Surely you don’t know Nastasya Filippovna already?” queried the general.

      “Yes, I’ve only been twenty-four hours in Russia, and already I know a beauty like that,” answered Myshkin.

      And then he described his meetinq with Roqozhin,

      and repeated the story he had told him.

      “Here’s something new!” said the general, uneasy again. He had listened to the story with the greatest attention and looked searchingly at Ganya.

      “Most likely nothing but vulgar fooling,” muttered Ganya, who was also somewhat disconcerted. “A young merchant’s spree. I’ve heard something about him before.”

      “And so have I, my boy,” put in the general. “Nastasya Filippovna told the whole story of the earrings at the time. But now it’s a different matter. It may really mean millions and … a passion. A low passion, perhaps, but still there’s the note of passion about it, and we know what these gentlemen are capable of when they are infatuated… . Hm! … I only hope nothing sensational will come of it,” the general concluded thoughtfully.

      “You are afraid of his millions?” asked Ganya with a smirk.

      “And you are not, of course?”

      “How did he strike you, prince,” asked Ganya, turning suddenly to him. “Is he a serious person or simply a silly fool? What is your opinion?”

      There was something peculiar taking place in Ganya as he was asking his question. It was as though a new and peculiar idea was kindled in his brain, and flashed impatiently in his eyes. The general, who was simply and genuinely uneasy, also looked askance at the prince, but did not seem to expect much from his answers.

      “I don’t know what to tell you,” answered Myshkin, “only I fancied that there was a great deal of passion in him, and even a sort of morbid passion. And he seems still quite ill, too. It’s quite possible that he’ll be laid up in a day or two again, especially if he begins carousing.”

      “What? You fancied that?” the general caught at this idea.

      “Yes.”

      “Yet something sensational may well happen, not in a day or two, but before tonight, something may turn up perhaps to-day,” said Ganya to the general, with a grin.

      “Hm! … Of course… . Very likely, and then it will all depend on how it strikes her,” said the general.

      “And you know what she is like sometimes?”

      “Like what, do you mean?” the general pounced at him, roused to extreme perturbation. “Listen, Ganya, please don’t contradict her much to-day… and try to be, you know … in fact, to please her… Hm! … Why are you grinning like that? Listen, Gavril Ardalionovitch, it won’t be out of place, not at all so, to ask now what are we working for? \bu understand that as regards any personal advantage to me in the matter, I am quite at rest; in one way or another I shall settle it. Totsky has made up his mind once СКАЧАТЬ