On the Heights. Auerbach Berthold

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СКАЧАТЬ his majesty," replied Gunther, "credits me with the possession of more powerful arguments that any which have yet been advanced."

      "I know them, all," answered the queen, excitedly; "in such a matter, no stranger should dare to breathe a word of--"

      "Then, Your Majesty, I've nothing more to say, and humbly beg leave to withdraw."

      "No, no! Speak on--I must hear you."

      "Must? You must not."

      "Wish, or must, it's all the same. You're always saying that there's no such thing as free will, and with monarchs it is certainly so."

      "Your Majesty," said Gunther, in a gentle voice, "the high resolve you have formed was not an act of your will. It is the natural and inevitable consequence of a chain of events and impressions, which have been shaped by your temperament. Fervent natures are always afraid lest they cannot do enough for themselves and for the world. They would like, with every hour--nay, with every breath--to make others happy, or impress the world with some great thought."

      "So you, too, can flatter."

      "I never flatter. I simply take the diagnosis which, in your case, is not flattering. This excess of sensibility is not health--"

      "So you consider my mood as unhealthy--"

      "We should not use that term.--But I entreat you. Your Majesty! this tone, with either of us, is hardly--"

      "Speak on. I like to hear you. I don't feel hurt that you know of this. I regard you as part of the daylight that was to ripen my resolve."

      "Well then, all that is to ripen must needs be subjected to currents of air and even to storms. But I shall bring you no storm, and shall not even speak of the fact that whoever deserts the faith into which he was born, insults his parents; nor shall I tell you that the ceremonies to which we have been accustomed from youth, are the soul's mother-tongue. All that does not address itself to the mind. Mind and reason are the parents of conscious man. It is our duty to live up to our convictions, and I can, therefore, find no fault with a change of religion based upon conviction. But it seems to me, Your Majesty, that your change of faith is simply superficial or, if it be deeper, only from love for your husband. You know, however, that I view all these things from an entirely different standpoint. I believe I know the spring in paradise, whence flows the stream that on earth is divided into so many little rivulets; and these again, to use the words of my friend Eberhard, Countess Irma's father, furnish the power for the mills that grind out sermons. Your Majesty knows that the legend of the four streams that flowed from the tree Igdrasil, which is found in the most beautiful of all books, the Bible, is also to be found in our old German Saga."

      "Very well--but I beg of you, my dear friend, spare me your literary curiosities."

      "Your Majesty," resumed Gunther, "as long as we remain in the faith of our fathers, we can enjoy great latitude of opinion. Our thoughts can reach far beyond its confines, and no inquisition has power over us: but, as soon as we profess another religion, we forfeit the right to be free. It is our duty to live up to it. One who is noble by birth can afford to admit civil equality, but he who has had nobility conferred on him, cannot do so. Will Your Majesty permit me to say one word more? I regard it as fortunate for mankind in general, and our German fatherland in particular, that there is a diversity of religious beliefs. That of itself tends to preserve feelings of humanity, for thus we cannot help seeing that there are different forms of soul utterances for one and the same thing. A multiplicity of sects affords the best protection against fanaticism and, moreover, helps to prove that religious forms are of no consequence; that is, one can be righteous in any faith and, indeed, without any outward show of religion."

      Gunther remained with the queen for a long while, offering further explanations of the ideas he had advanced.

      He was still with her, when the canon was announced.

      The queen sent word that she desired to be excused, and requested him to come the next day.

      When Gunther left, she was still as firm in her resolve as at first. She felt persuaded that this was an action in which no other being should interfere, and, least of all, a man.

      She was on the point of taking Irma into her confidence. She felt that the countess was clever and, moreover, a true friend. Unconquerable dread held her back. She feared lest she might appear weak and vacillating in Irma's eyes.

CHAPTER V.

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      For days, the queen remained alone. Walpurga and the child were the only ones permitted near her. She did not wish to speak to any one else, be it her husband, Gunther, or the priest.

      One afternoon, when Walpurga was with her, she felt impelled to ask:

      "Walpurga, do you know that I don't belong to your faith?"

      "Yes, indeed, I do; and I'm glad of it."

      "Glad of it?"

      "Of course I am; you're the first and only Lutheran I've ever known, and if they're all like you, it must be a beautiful religion."

      "It is beautiful, and so are all religions that make good beings of us."

      "Why, do you know, queen, that's the very thing my father used to say, and in the very same words? Oh, if he'd only lived long enough to have had a talk with you."

      The queen was silent for a long while.

      At last she asked:

      "Walpurga, if your religion was different from Hansei's, would you go to his church?"

      "Why, Hansei's Catholic, as well as I am."

      "But if it were otherwise?"

      "But it isn't otherwise."

      "But just imagine it were."

      "But I can't do that," said she, as if about to cry.

      The queen was again silent for some time. Presently Walpurga, of her own accord, said:

      "Yes, I can, after all. I've thought it out. Why, you're Lutheran and your husband's Catholic. But why do you ask me that?"

      "Imagine yourself in my position. If you were a Protestant, would you not visit your husband's church?"

      "No, queen, never! As long as I'd been an honest wife while a Protestant, I'd remain one. May I tell you a little story, queen?"

      "Yes; go on."

      "What was I going to say?--Yes, now I know.--You see, my dear father--the king's physician has surely told you what a good man he was--But I'm beginning at the wrong end; I wanted to tell it to you differently.--Well, as I was going to say, I went to school to a very strict priest who condemned all people that didn't belong to our faith, to the lowest depths of hell. I was once telling my father about it, when he said: 'Purgei,'--he always called me Purgei when he wanted to speak right to my heart--'Purgei,' said he, 'there are many millions of people in the world, and the smallest portion of them are Christians, СКАЧАТЬ