Romancing the Crown: Max & Elena: The Disenchanted Duke. Marie Ferrarella

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      He didn’t believe in forcing himself on someone. Especially someone with gun, safety or no safety. Besides, the world seemed to be just the slightest bit tilted at the moment. Just like in the bar last night. Except that this time, he hadn’t been deliberately drugged by anything. Only her.

      He struggled not to show Cara that he was searching for his bearings and that she was the cause of this disorientation.

      “I never argue with a lady.”

      “Hah,” was her only response. What a crock. He’d argued with her the better part of the time they’d been together.

      With exaggerated movements, she turned her back on him and punched up her pillow. She knew damn well that she wasn’t going to get any sleep tonight. But that was all right. Not sleeping fit in with her plans.

      Several minutes went by. Max found that his curiosity hadn’t abated. “What did you mean by that?”

      She sighed. It was obvious that the man wasn’t going to just peacefully drop off to sleep. He was going to give her trouble.

      So what else was new?

      She kept her back to him, feeling it was a lot safer that way. “Mean by what?”

      “That at least I had a mother.”

      He would have picked up on that, she thought in annoyance. Why had she let that slip? “I wasn’t speaking in tongues.”

      There was something defensive in her voice. His curiosity peaked, he turned around, only to find himself looking at her back. He squelched the impulse to turn her toward him. No use borrowing trouble. “Didn’t you have a mother?”

      She didn’t bother suppressing a sigh. The man was making things difficult for her on a whole host of levels. She tried to ignore the restlessness she felt, the kind she couldn’t put a name to but bothered her nonetheless. “Are you getting paid extra to annoy me?”

      “I’m not getting paid to do anything at all with you,” he told her mildly. “For the record, I was just being curious.”

      “Well, don’t be.”

      Struggling with her exasperation, and the nameless feeling that insisted on continuing to grow within her, a feeling that might have been labeled attraction if she wasn’t so damn sure it wasn’t, she punched her pillow again, trying to add dimension to it. It couldn’t have been flatter than if it had been run over by every single one of the wheels on an eighteen-wheeler. It was obvious that comfort was not the byword of this motel. Several attempts later, she bunched the pillow beneath her head, folding it as much as possible.

      Cara stared at the rusted handle on the bureau. “No, I didn’t,” she finally said quietly.

      He’d thought she’d lapsed into total silence. Hearing her answer, he turned back to look at her again. “Divorced?” he guessed.

      She’d never known her mother or her father. She’d overheard one of the social workers say that she’d been found on a park bench when she was only several days old. Her parents hadn’t even thought enough of her to leave her on a hospital or church doorstep. For all they knew, a stray, hungry animal could have come across her and ended her life before it ever began.

      Cara’s laugh was short and without any accompanying humor. “From me, maybe.”

      She could feel him propping himself up on his elbow by the movement of the mattress. There were going to be more questions. As she had done most of her life, going from one school system to another more times than she wanted to ever remember, Cara headed him off at the pass. It was always easier fighting on her own terms than waiting for the first jab to be thrown.

      Refusing to turn around, to see pity in his eyes, she addressed the dingy mirror over the bureau.

      “You’re sharing your bed, so to speak, with a bona fide orphan. I spent the first seventeen and a half years of my life in foster homes. Sad music accompanying credits. End of story. Now go to sleep.”

      Her answer only raised another question. “Aren’t you supposed to be in the system until you’re eighteen years old?”

      She could feel the hairs on the back of her neck rising. He was prying. Served her right for saying anything at all.

      “Yeah.”

      “But you only stayed seventeen and a half—” He left the sentence open-ended, waiting for her to fill in the blank.

      Annoyed, she finally turned around to look at him. Ryker seemed much too close for either their own goods. She pretended not to notice.

      “I ran away for the last six months. When I was eighteen, the system was through with me.” And so would life have been, if it hadn’t been for Bridgette Applegate. Cara believed that from the bottom of her soul. “Now shut up and let me get some sleep before I really do shoot you.”

      He’d opened up old wounds. It didn’t take a brain surgeon to realize that. Part of him wanted to ask why she’d run away, but he knew how dear privacy was, how precious it was especially when you were denied it. He’d been there. Had seen its effects on his mother when the press wanted to know how she felt about her husband’s flagrant indiscretions.

      It was in his mother’s memory that he backed off. If Rivers wanted him to know the reason she ran away, she’d tell him on her own. If not, well there were a lot of questions in life that went unanswered.

      Such as why someone as good and kind as his mother had remained with the likes of his father. And why his father had felt the need to indulge in cheap affairs when there was someone waiting for him at home who could love him unconditionally. Someone, according to what his aunt Gwendolyn, the queen, had once told him that the duke had loved in return. But he just couldn’t conquer the lust that governed him.

      Since both his parents were now gone, “why” was a puzzle he wasn’t destined to ever solve. And one, heaven willing, he wouldn’t be destined to repeat in his own life. For apples did not fall far from their trees and children were often doomed to repeat the sins of the fathers. He knew that he would rather remain unmarried all of his life than to bring the kind of grief to a woman that he had seen in his own mother’s eyes.

      Max laid down again, staring at the ceiling. “Good night, Rivers.”

      “Good night, Ryker,” she growled into her pillow.

      For some reason, her response made him smile. Max closed his eyes. They had to get an early start in the morning if they were going to catch up to Weber. Lying here, wondering about the woman beside him wasn’t going to help him do that.

      He thought about her anyway. Eventually he managed to drift off to sleep.

      * * *

      The early-morning sun was just beginning to feed its way through the spaces in the curtains where the weave had thinned when Max opened his eyes again.

      It felt as if he’d just closed them and he gradually became aware of his body. It ached as if he’d spent СКАЧАТЬ