Deceived. Sara Craven

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      It was, Lydie thought, the worst dinner she’d ever sat through. Even the glory of the champagne couldn’t lift her spirits. As she pushed the food round her plate, she felt as if she was drowning in undercurrents, suffocated by the silence of her mother and brother.

      Marius chatted equably to his uncle on safely neutral topics—Yorkshire’s performance in the county cricket championship, enquiries about former friends and acquaintances—but Lydie wasn’t fooled.

      Across the expanse of crystal, silverware and flowers-Austin’s favourite white roses arranged in a bowl—she could feel his awareness of her, like the touch of his hand on her naked skin. She was conscious of his gaze resting on her, as if willing her to lift her eyes and return his scrutiny.

      Don’t look at him, she adjured herself frantically. Pretend the chair is still empty.

      Her heart was hammering violently. She wanted to get to her feet, sweep away the flowers and every other artificial barrier and scream at him, Who was she? Where is she now? If you had her, why did you take me? Was she better in bed than I was? All the teeming questions that had plagued her like a recurring fever, and which she could never ask, of course.

      Water under the bridge, she’d told Jon, and it had to be true. They weren’t the same people any more. She was no longer a trusting child, driven beyond reason by her first love. She’d grown up fast in a school of anguished and bitter betrayal. She was old enough and wise enough now to recognise danger when she saw it, and take avoiding action.

      And, whatever Marius had been before, their previous confrontation warned her that he was a hazard now, not merely to herself but to all of them.

      She risked a covert glance at him from under her lashes and found him watching her quite openly, the firm lips twisting in a mixture of mockery and triumph as their eyes met—clashed.

      You see? he seemed to be telling her. I won in the end. All I had to do was wait.

      And that, Lydie thought furiously, waving away the Peaches Cardinal that Mrs Arnthwaite was offering, was my first mistake tonight. My first—and my last.

      Guests began arriving for the party an hour later. An enormous marquee had been erected on the rear lawn, with a floor laid for dancing, and the small band was already tuning up. The buffet had been set out in the conservatory, which also housed one of the bars.

      It was the usual gargantuan spread—like an orgy scene from an old Hollywood epic, Lydie thought wryly, viewing the rich dark ribs of beef and the golden-brown turkeys jostling for position next to honey-roast hams and poached salmon glazed in aspic and cucumber. And that was quite apart from the mousses, pates, vol-au-vents and vast array of salads.

      No one had ever actually fallen in the swimming pool and drowned from overeating but there could always be a first time.

      Her mouth ached from smiling, and she dodged and evaded so many questions about Marius’s sudden reappearance that she felt like a heavyweight champion’s sparring partner.

      Hugh Wingate was among the first to arrive. Guilt sent her hurtling into his arms as she realised she hadn’t given him a single thought up to that moment.

      ‘I’d have been here even sooner if I’d known that was going to be my reception,’ he told her throatily. He paused. ‘I hear Austin’s had a surprise present.’

      Lydie forced a smile. ‘It’s tonight’s sole topic of conversation—quite naturally, I suppose.’

      ‘Maybe we can give them something else to chatter about.’

      He was going to propose to her. For a moment her mind went blank with relief. It was the lifeline she needed. It was safety—sanity in a reeling world.

      But was it what she really wanted? asked a small, tormenting voice in her head.

      I’ll worry about that later, she thought, and turned to greet some more arrivals.

      Austin’s birthday parties traditionally began with a waltz, preceded by a few words of welcome. This year, thought Lydie, you could have heard a pin drop. She glanced at Jon, her brows snapping together. In spite of their mother’s admonitions, he was clearly halfway to being plastered already.

      She kicked him discreetly. ‘Give it a rest, can’t you?’

      He shrugged, some of the contents of his glass slopping onto his dinner jacket. ‘Why worry? The contest’s over, and I came a poor second.’

      Lydie bit her lip. ‘Well, make sure you don’t get stripped of the silver medal too.’

      Austin cleared his throat. ‘It’s wonderful to see so many friends here tonight. I’m past the age when birthdays are something to celebrate, so tonight’s party is to welcome my nephew back amongst us all. Apart from my personal pleasure at having him home where he belongs, from next week our customers will have a new managing director to deal with.’ He let the rustle of interest and speculation subside, then added, ‘Now let’s enjoy ourselves.’

      Like drawing a line at the bottom of a balance sheet; Lydie thought. And it would be a brave soul who’d dare question the accounts after that.

      She watched him step down onto the floor, holding out a hand to his wife. Amid a ripple of applause they opened the dancing. Other couples followed, and Lydie turned to look for Hugh, only to find her way blocked by Marius.

      Her throat closed up in sudden panic.

      His voice was politely formal. ‘May I have the honour?’

      Without waiting for her answer he drew her into his arms and onto the floor.

      ‘Austin’s orders.’ His lips grazed her ear, sending an unwelcome tremor of response quivering through her. ‘In the interest of family unity.’

      She said frostily, ‘Of course.’

      ‘And my own inclination,’ he added, a thread of amusement in his voice. He swung her effortlessly round.

      ‘I suppose I could say—just like old times.’

      ‘No,’ she said deliberately and distinctly. ‘You could not.’

      ‘And they say absence makes the heart grow fonder,’ he mocked.

      ‘Then they, whoever they are, should think again,’ Lydie said shortly.

      Absence tears you apart and leaves you to bleed, she thought. Absence makes you cry into your pillow at night and stumble round like a zombie during the day. Absence destroys.

      ‘I get the impression that, left to you, the red carpet would have remained unrolled,’ the softly taunting voice went on.

      She hunched a shoulder. ‘What do you expect?’

      ‘Very little.’ He paused. ‘This reconciliation was not actually my idea.’

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