Winning His Heart: The Millionaire's Homecoming / The Maverick Millionaire. Melissa McClone

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      “I hate coming home,” he muttered to himself. He stepped out of the car and gazed out at the familiar water.

      And suddenly he didn’t hate coming home quite so much. The water. It had always been his solace.

      After a moment he locked the phone in the car and went down to the beach. He took off his shirt and left it in the sand. The shorts would dry quickly enough. He dove into the cool, clear water of the bay and struck out across it.

      An hour and a half later he crawled from the water, exhausted and so cold he was numb. And yet, still, he could not bring himself to go home.

      No point without a Wi-Fi connection, anyway, he told himself. He drove downtown, bought some dry shorts and looked for a restaurant that offered internet.

      It happened to be More-moo, and David decided he could check out some of the more obvious parts of their operation himself.

      He managed to conduct business from there for most of the day. Jane sent him several links to places with euphemistic names like Shady Oak and Sunset Court, which he could not bring himself to open. She sent him the financials for More-moo, which he felt guilty looking at, with that sweet grandmotherly type telling him, No, no, you’re no bother at all, honey. And keeping his coffee cup filled to the brim.

      Whatever reason they were selling, it wasn’t their service, their cleanliness or their coffee. All three were excellent.

      He brought dinner home for his mother, rather than face the smells of some kind of liver and broccoli puree coming out of the microwave.

      She had no idea who he was.

      That night, it seemed so easy just to go and drag the cushions back off the deck furniture and lie again, under the stars, protecting the back exit from his mother’s escape.

      He was aware of a light going on in Kayla’s house, and then of it going off again. He both wanted to go see her and wanted to avoid her.

      He hadn’t had a single call about the dog, but he was pretty sure it wasn’t his failure keeping him away.

      It felt like the compassion in her eyes could break him wide open.

      And if that happened? How would he put himself back together again? How?

      Tomorrow he was going to force himself to look at some of the websites for care homes. Tomorrow he was going to force himself to call some of the numbers Jane had supplied him with.

      Tonight he was going to sleep under the stars, and somehow wish that he were overreacting. That when he went in the house tomorrow he would see his mother was better, and that it was not necessary to make a decision at all.

      But in the morning, after he’d showered and shaved and dressed, he went into a kitchen that smelled sour, and his mother had that look on her face.

      She looked up from her bowl of porridge—surely at Shady Oak they would manage something more appetizing—and glared at him.

      David braced himself. She held up a sweater she’d been holding on her lap, stroking it as though it were a cat.

      “Where did this come from, young man?”

      “I’m sure it’s yours, Mom.”

      “It’s not!” she said triumphantly. “It belongs to Kayla McIntosh.”

      He tried not to look too surprised that she remembered Kayla’s name. It had been a long time since she had remembered his. Even if it was Kayla’s maiden name, it made him wonder if he was being too hasty. Maybe no decisions had to be made today.

      “You go give it back to her. Right now! I won’t have your ill-gotten gains in this house, young man.”

      He took the sweater. Of course he didn’t have to go give it to Kayla—it probably wasn’t even hers. But he caught a faint scent overriding the terrible scents that had become the reality of his mother’s home.

      The sweater smelled of freshness and lemons, and he realized Kayla must have given it to his mother the other night when she had found her in the roses.

      Was it the scent of Kayla that made him not pay enough attention? Or was it just that a man couldn’t be on red alert around his own mother all the time?

      The porridge bowl whistled by his ear and crashed against the wall behind him. All the dishes were plastic now, but the porridge dripped down the wall.

      “Mrs. Blaze!” the attendant said, aghast. The look she shot David was loaded with unwanted sympathy.

      He cleared his throat against the lump that had risen in it, that felt as if it was going to choke him.

      He said to the caregiver, his voice level, “When I was a little boy, my mother took the garden hose and flooded the backyard in the winter so I could skate. She made lemonade for my stand, and helped me with the sign, and didn’t say a word that I sold five bucks worth of lemonade for two dollars. She never missed a single swim meet when I was on the swim team, and they must have numbered in the hundreds.

      “She stayed up all night and held me the night my father died, worried about my grief when her own must have been unbearable. She lent me the money to buy my first car, even though she had been putting away a little bit of money every week trying to get a new stove.

      “My mother was the most amazing person you could ever meet. She was funny and kind and smart. At the same time, she was dignified and courageous.

      “I need you to know that,” he said quietly. “I need you to think about what she once was. I need that to be as important to you as what she is now.”

      “Yes, sir,” the aide said.

      “I remember the skating rink,” his mother whispered. “My mittens got wet and my hands were so cold I couldn’t feel them. The bottom of my pants froze, like trying to walk in stovepipes. But I wouldn’t stop. Wanted to surprise him. The ice froze funny, all lumpy. But he was out there, every night, skating. My boy. My boy.”

      David had to squeeze the bridge of his nose, hard.

      “I’ll return the sweater right now,” he said, as if nothing had happened. He went out the door, gulping in air like a man who had escaped a smoke-filled building. He heard the locks click in place behind him.

      He drew in a long breath, contemplating his options, again. He tucked the sweater under his arm and went out his gate. He paused in that familiar stretch of lawn between the two houses.

      As much as he logically knew the illness was making terrifying inroads on her mind, it hurt that his mother saw him as a thief and untrustworthy, that she could remember Kayla’s name, but not his. It hurt that she had become a person who would throw her breakfast at anyone, let alone at her son.

      But she remembered the skating rink, and so did he, and the pain he felt almost made him sorry he had brought it up.

      He thought, This is why, now, I will not get married and have children. I cannot do this to another person. I cannot pass this on to another person.

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