Автор: Кейт Хьюит
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Современные любовные романы
isbn: 9781474085199
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‘All of you?’
‘I had—have—three siblings. We were separated when I was six, to various distant relatives or foster families.’
Iolanthe stared at him, appalled. ‘They couldn’t keep you together?’
‘No one had the money or resources to care for four children.’
‘But that’s terrible.’ Iolanthe shook her head slowly. ‘Where did you go?’
‘A foster family. They were nice enough, kept me clothed and fed, made sure I got to school.’ But loveless, Iolanthe surmised. Alekos had grown up without love or affection.
‘And your siblings?’
‘We lost touch over the years. The social workers tried at first, but it’s all too easy for kids to slip through the cracks, and my mother died when I was ten, which made us even more lost in the system.’ He sighed, rotating his glass between his fingers. ‘One of my sisters was adopted, and my brother got into trouble with the law. Beyond that...’ He shrugged, letting the words trickle away.
‘You mean you don’t know what happened to them? You never found out?’
‘No.’ Alekos’s voice was hard. ‘I never tried too hard because I suspected they didn’t want to be found. They could have found me just as easily.’
‘But that’s so sad.’ A lump formed in her throat. No wonder Alekos was so determined to be a good father to Niko. ‘I’m sorry.’
He shrugged. ‘I’ve moved on.’
But did anyone move on from that kind of sadness? Iolanthe decided they needed to lighten the mood. She cleared her throat and took another sip of wine. ‘When are we going to get to this private island of yours?’
‘We’re almost there.’ Alekos rose from his chair in one fluid movement. Iolanthe had the sense that he was as discomfited by their conversation as she was. ‘Look.’ He reached for her hand and Iolanthe enjoyed the sensation of his fingers sliding along hers as he drew her up to join Niko at the bow of the yacht. ‘Do you see that blur of green on the horizon?’ he asked them both.
Iolanthe squinted as she gazed out at the sea. ‘Yes...is that your island? It looks rather big.’
‘A few square miles.’
‘Wow.’ Impressed, she watched as the strip of green came closer, and soon she and Niko could make out rocky outcroppings, the twisted trunks of olive trees, and a lovely white strip of sandy beach.
Alekos Demetriou was a successful man, Iolanthe acknowledged afresh, as the yacht was guided towards the dock. A rich man. Above them a sprawling villa of white stone, its many windows possessing wrought-iron balconies that overflowed with pots of trailing bougainvillea, perched with views of the sea in every direction.
Now that they were about to get off the yacht, Niko had started acting nervous of the next step. Iolanthe could hardly blame him; she was as well. She touched his shoulder lightly, a second’s reassurance, and he shrugged away and jammed his hands into the pockets of his shorts, hunching his shoulders.
Alekos noticed the change in his son and thankfully took it in his stride. ‘Why don’t you and your mother have a look round the villa?’ he suggested. ‘You can choose what bedrooms you like. My staff will deal with the luggage.’
Grateful for his understanding that their son might need a bit of space, Iolanthe stepped off the yacht and started up the steps that had been carved into the rock face. Niko followed her, gazing around with wide, wary eyes.
A housekeeper was waiting at the front door as they approached; she must have been prepped by Alekos because besides offering them a welcome and inviting them in, she left them to it. The villa’s foyer was huge and airy, with skylights that let in the bright sunshine and a double staircase that led to the first floor.
Iolanthe glanced at Niko. ‘What do you want to look at first?’
Niko nodded towards the stairs and, feeling a mixture of trepidation and excitement for this new adventure, Iolanthe started up them with her son.
THE SUN WAS just starting to sink towards the placid sea as Alekos stepped out on the private balcony from the master bedroom and released his breath in a frustrated rush.
He’d left Iolanthe and Niko alone for the last few hours, sensing that they would both need time to settle in without his interference. He’d watched them from afar an hour ago as they’d left the villa and explored the pool and garden; he’d heard Iolanthe’s laughter, that throaty husk that he remembered from ten years ago and still had the power to make his body stir insistently.
The whole day had felt like an endurance test, watching Iolanthe, seeing how she relaxed, her silvery eyes lighting from within. She’d worn a simple strappy sundress that highlighted her smooth skin and slender curves and had made Alekos’s hands itch to touch her.
They still itched. And although he’d told himself they would take it slow, considering she was recently bereaved, his body was insisting otherwise. She was the mother of his child. She was going to be his wife. And the chemistry between them, as far as he could tell, was as electric and overwhelming as ever. Why shouldn’t they enjoy each other?
He’d arranged for a private dinner out on the terrace, after Niko had gone to bed. Now he found he couldn’t wait to be alone with Iolanthe, even as a restless dissatisfaction gnawed at him. Not just a sexual need repressed—heaven knew, he certainly felt that. But a dissatisfaction that he was up here alone, pacing his room like a leashed tiger, while his son and his wife-to-be spent time alone, away from him, because he was not yet part of their circle. They weren’t yet a family.
Which was why they’d come here, Alekos reminded himself. He simply needed to be patient.
Yet no matter what apology of Iolanthe’s he’d accepted, the injustice still burned. He knew what it was like to be on the fringes of a family, to feel as if he didn’t belong and never would. He’d felt it his entire childhood, knowing full well he was a duty to be dealt with to his foster family and nothing more.
They’d never been remiss in their care of him, but a thousand tiny slights had made him all too aware that this was not his family and never would be. There had been no birthday parties, no special treats, no hugs or chats at bedtime like there were with his foster siblings. He’d felt every lack even as he’d come to expect them. He’d vowed to leave them as soon as he could, and when he had he’d known they’d been as relieved as he was. Looking back, he could understand it a little bit better—he’d been a sullen, studious child, often silent and surly, refusing to be won over. Not that they’d tried. But he’d hated feeling like an outsider then, and he despised it even more now, feeling it as an adult with his own child—and all because Iolanthe had kept the truth from him. He’d told her that her deception was hard to forgive, and he’d meant it. He couldn’t let it go even now, even though he wanted to.
Alekos drew a deep breath and let it out slowly. He could see Iolanthe and Niko making their way around СКАЧАТЬ