The Millionaire's Pregnant Mistress. Michelle Celmer

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      “After the baby is born, I’d like you to loan me the money to go back to school. I got my GED last year and I really want to go to college.”

      “I’ll set up a trust that will ensure you’ll never have to work another day in your life.”

      “Sitting around eating bonbons and getting facials may appeal to the women in your inner circle, but I want to do something with my life. I want to be able to look back and feel that I’ve accomplished something.”

      “I have nothing against working mothers. But I do believe a child should be raised by its parents, not a nanny or a babysitter.”

      Tess wondered if his movie star wife had been planning to give up her career once their child had been born.

      Somehow she doubted it.

      If Ben wanted to take care of his child financially, that was one thing. She was more than capable of taking care of herself.

      “If it makes you feel any better,” she said, “I agree completely with your values. I wouldn’t even consider going back to work until the baby is in school. So it might take time for me to pay you back.”

      “I don’t want you to pay me back.”

      “But I will anyway.”

      He looked as though he might argue, then gave his head a shake, like he realized it was probably useless. “Is there anything else?”

      “The other day you said I could keep my doctor.”

      “If that’s what you want.”

      “Good. Then, I guess that covers it.”

      One of those cute smiles curled his mouth and like a silly school girl she felt her knees go weak. The man was too good looking for his own good. He was wearing black again, as he had every single time she’d seen him—a good indication that he really didn’t own anything that wasn’t black. Maybe it was his trademark. She wondered if he wore black boxers, too. Or maybe bikinis.

      Whatever his underwear preference, it was clear she’d made him happy, and for some reason that made her feel really good. The man had been through an awful lot. She’d tried to convince herself he was just some guy who happened to be the father of her baby. But when they were near each other she felt so…aware of him. Connected in a way that she didn’t think had anything to do with the child she was carrying.

      Even worse, she was pretty sure he felt it, too.

      “I’ll call my attorney and have him draw up the papers. Mrs. Smith will see you to your suite.”

      “Before you do, there’s something about this that just doesn’t make sense to me.”

      “What’s that?”

      “If you don’t want the baby, why are you doing this?”

      He was quiet for a moment and when he looked at her, his eyes were so sad. “I take responsibility for my actions.”

      She shook her head. “I don’t think that’s it. If you didn’t care about this baby, it would have been a hell of a lot easier to pay me off and send me on my way.”

      “I never said I didn’t care.”

      If he did care, why couldn’t he be a part of the baby’s life?

      And just like that, something clicked. Suddenly this whole thing made sense. Why he insisted she stay here. Honestly, she didn’t know why she hadn’t figured it out before.

      He blamed himself for his son’s death. By keeping her here, he thought he was keeping her and the baby safe.

      “Nothing is going to happen to me or the baby,” she said. “I’m used to taking care of myself.”

      He gave her a look so full of pain and anguish she felt it straight through to her heart. “I didn’t protect my son and now he’s gone. That’s one mistake I won’t be making again.”

      The malevolent Mrs. Smith led Tess up the wide marble staircase to her room. Tess followed her through the ornately carved double doors—didn’t they have any normal doors in this place—to what would be home for the next five months.

      Her first impression was the sheer size of the room, but it mostly just looked dark and depressing. The scent of paint and new carpet lingered underneath the refreshing lilt of potpourri. She looked around for a light switch. “Don’t you people ever turn on lights?”

      Casting her a dour look, Mrs. Smith marched across the room and yanked open the heavy drapes shading the windows, flooding the room with warm afternoon sunshine. The transformation of dark to light made Tess gasp.

      Decorated in warm beiges and soft greens, the room blossomed around her like a budding spring garden. The overstuffed furniture looked comfortable and inviting. The kind you could sink deeply into, curl up with a good book and lose yourself for an entire afternoon. She kicked off her shoes and dug her toes into carpeting so thick and luxuriant it felt like walking on pillows.

      It was fresh and warm and alive. The perfect place to nurture the new life growing inside her.

      If she had all the rooms in the world to choose, this would be the one she would pick.

      “It’s beautiful,” she said. “And everything looks so new.”

      “And let’s try to keep it that way,” Mrs. Smith said in that holier-than-thou tone. “Benjamin asked me to furnish you with whatever you need.”

      Orders she would follow, but not happily. But Tess was determined to remain marginally polite. She had the sneaking suspicion she would be running into this woman an awful lot over the next five months. Meaning that if she were so inclined, she could make Tess’s life a living hell. “Thank you.”

      “I’ve taken the liberty of removing anything of value.” She flashed Tess that condescending, distasteful look. As if Tess were not a houseguest, but something she’d scraped from the bottom of her shoe. Ben obviously hadn’t instructed her to be nice.

      Tess wouldn’t give the old bird the satisfaction of knowing she’d bruised her pride. “Aw darn, my fence will be so disappointed.”

      With the ferocity of a mother bear protecting her cubs, she all but growled at Tess, “After all that Benjamin has been through, he doesn’t deserve this. I won’t let you hurt him.”

      Tess didn’t point out that it took two to tango, and if Ben didn’t want to be in this situation, maybe he should have become a monk. At the very least he shouldn’t have taken Tess up to his room.

      But what good would it do to try to defend herself when she was sure the frigid woman believed Tess had gotten pregnant on purpose? And Tess couldn’t deny her own background. There was no escaping her social status. She’d been the last born in a long line of uneducated blue-collar workers. She hadn’t even gone to college.

      At least with her child Tess would be breaking the cycle.

      “Dinner is at seven in the СКАЧАТЬ