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      “It’s ridiculous! I don’t know how to paint.”

      “You don’t know how?”

      “I paint like a cat; I can’t draw a straight line. I never sold a picture until you bought that thing the other day.” And as she offered this surprising information she continued to smile.

      Newman burst into a laugh. “Why do you tell me this?” he asked.

      “Because it irritates me to see a clever man blunder so. My pictures are grotesque.”

      “And the one I possess—”

      “That one is rather worse than usual.”

      “Well,” said Newman, “I like it all the same!”

      She looked at him askance. “That is a very pretty thing to say,” she answered; “but it is my duty to warn you before you go farther. This order of yours is impossible, you know. What do you take me for? It is work for ten men. You pick out the six most difficult pictures in the Louvre, and you expect me to go to work as if I were sitting down to hem a dozen pocket handkerchiefs. I wanted to see how far you would go.”

      Newman looked at the young girl in some perplexity. In spite of the ridiculous blunder of which he stood convicted, he was very far from being a simpleton, and he had a lively suspicion that Mademoiselle Noemie’s sudden frankness was not essentially more honest than her leaving him in error would have been. She was playing a game; she was not simply taking pity on his aesthetic verdancy. What was it she expected to win? The stakes were high and the risk was great; the prize therefore must have been commensurate. But even granting that the prize might be great, Newman could not resist a movement of admiration for his companion’s intrepidity. She was throwing away with one hand, whatever she might intend to do with the other, a very handsome sum of money.

      “Are you joking,” he said, “or are you serious?”

      “Oh, serious!” cried Mademoiselle Noemie, but with her extraordinary smile.

      “I know very little about pictures or how they are painted. If you can’t do all that, of course you can’t. Do what you can, then.”

      “It will be very bad,” said Mademoiselle Noemie.

      “Oh,” said Newman, laughing, “if you are determined it shall be bad, of course it will. But why do you go on painting badly?”

      “I can do nothing else; I have no real talent.”

      “You are deceiving your father, then.”

      The young girl hesitated a moment. “He knows very well!”

      “No,” Newman declared; “I am sure he believes in you.”

      “He is afraid of me. I go on painting badly, as you say, because I want to learn. I like it, at any rate. And I like being here; it is a place to come to, every day; it is better than sitting in a little dark, damp room, on a court, or selling buttons and whalebones over a counter.”

      “Of course it is much more amusing,” said Newman. “But for a poor girl isn’t it rather an expensive amusement?”

      “Oh, I am very wrong, there is no doubt about that,” said Mademoiselle Noemie. “But rather than earn my living as some girls do—toiling with a needle, in little black holes, out of the world—I would throw myself into the Seine.”

      “There is no need of that,” Newman answered; “your father told you my offer?”

      “Your offer?”

      “He wants you to marry, and I told him I would give you a chance to earn your dot.”

      “He told me all about it, and you see the account I make of it! Why should you take such an interest in my marriage?”

      “My interest was in your father. I hold to my offer; do what you can, and I will buy what you paint.”

      She stood for some time, meditating, with her eyes on the ground. At last, looking up, “What sort of a husband can you get for twelve thousand francs?” she asked.

      “Your father tells me he knows some very good young men.”

      “Grocers and butchers and little maitres de cafes! I will not marry at all if I can’t marry well.”

      “I would advise you not to be too fastidious,” said Newman. “That’s all the advice I can give you.”

      “I am very much vexed at what I have said!” cried the young girl. “It has done me no good. But I couldn’t help it.”

      “What good did you expect it to do you?”

      “I couldn’t help it, simply.”

      Newman looked at her a moment. “Well, your pictures may be bad,” he said, “but you are too clever for me, nevertheless. I don’t understand you. Good-by!” And he put out his hand.

      She made no response, and offered him no farewell. She turned away and seated herself sidewise on a bench, leaning her head on the back of her hand, which clasped the rail in front of the pictures. Newman stood a moment and then turned on his heel and retreated. He had understood her better than he confessed; this singular scene was a practical commentary upon her father’s statement that she was a frank coquette.

       CHAPTER 5

      When Newman related to Mrs. Tristram his fruitless visit to Madame de Cintre, she urged him not to be discouraged, but to carry out his plan of “seeing Europe” during the summer, and return to Paris in the autumn and settle down comfortably for the winter. “Madame de Cintre will keep,” she said; “she is not a woman who will marry from one day to another.” Newman made no distinct affirmation that he would come back to Paris; he even talked about Rome and the Nile, and abstained from professing any especial interest in Madame de Cintre’s continued widowhood. This circumstance was at variance with his habitual frankness, and may perhaps be regarded as characteristic of the incipient stage of that passion which is more particularly known as the mysterious one. The truth is that the expression of a pair of eyes that were at once brilliant and mild had become very familiar to his memory, and he would not easily have resigned himself to the prospect of never looking into them again. He communicated to Mrs. Tristram a number of other facts, of greater or less importance, as you choose; but on this particular point he kept his own counsel. He took a kindly leave of M. Nioche, having assured him that, so far as he was concerned, the blue-cloaked Madonna herself might have been present at his interview with Mademoiselle Noemie; and left the old man nursing his breast-pocket, in an ecstasy which the acutest misfortune might have been defied to dissipate. Newman then started on his travels, with all his usual appearance of slow-strolling leisure, and all his essential directness and intensity of aim. No man seemed less in a hurry, and yet no man achieved more in brief periods. He had certain practical instincts which served him excellently in his trade of tourist. He found his way in foreign cities by divination, his memory was excellent when once his attention had been at all cordially given, and he emerged from dialogues in foreign tongues, of which he had, formally, not understood a word, СКАЧАТЬ