Return to Paradise. Barbara Cameron

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      “Maybe I’m just tired.” Lavina set the quilt aside, got up and walked over to look out the window. Leaves the color of gold, red, and orange danced in the wind, heralding autumn. It used to be her favorite season. The long, hot summer and all the work of harvest, canning, and preserving was over.

      But weddings were taking place now. This time last year she’d thought she and David were getting married . . .

      “She’s doing it again,” she heard Rose Anna whisper behind her.

      “Tea,” Lavina said, and she turned and gave them a bright smile. “Anyone want a cup of tea?”

      “Schur.”

      She walked into the kitchen, filled the teakettle, and put it on the stove. Her glance went to the calendar on the wall. She looked away at how many weddings were noted for the month.

      This time last year she’d been planning on marrying David Stoltzfus and making a home for them.

      Sinking into a chair at the table, she cupped her chin in her hands and waited for the water to come to a boil.

      “Lavina?”

      She looked up. “Hmm?”

      “I’ve always found that if you want the water to boil you have to turn the gas on under the kettle.” Mary Elizabeth demonstrated by turning the dial. Her mouth quirked in a smile.

      “Oh, ya. Silly me.”

      Mary Elizabeth pulled out the chair next to Lavina and sat. “I’m worried about you.”

      “I’m fine. I was just thinking about something and forgot to turn it on.”

      “You’re sad.”

      Lavina did her best not to sigh. “Ya. I’m sad. I’ll get over it.”

      She racked her brain for something to talk about, a way to change the subject. Mary Elizabeth wasn’t shy about pressing an issue when she wanted to.

      “I think I’ll have a cookie. Want one? Mamm made some chocolate chip.”

      “Schur. But— ”

      “Are you going into town with me to Leah’s tomorrow?”

      “Maybe next time. Mamm and I are going over to Waneta’s house. Listen—”

      “Leah’s going to be happy I’m bringing her orders in a little early.”

      “I know.”

      “I think she’s going to be really happy with that Sunshine and Shadow quilt you made.”

      Mary Elizabeth shrugged. “I like that pattern. And the tourists like the old traditional Amish patterns.”

      “Well, you did a great job on it.”

      “If I have time I want to do a Broken Star pattern before Christmas.”

      Lavina brought the cookie jar to the table and tried to hide her smile. Finally she’d distracted her schweschder from worrying about her.

      They talked about quilt patterns for a few minutes and then the teakettle shrieked.

      Mary Elizabeth got up to turn the gas off. She filled two cups and sat again.

      “I should get tea for Rose Anna.”

      “She can come get it if she wants.” Mary Elizabeth handed her a tea bag and then chose one for herself from the bowl on the table.

      Lavina listlessly dunked the tea bag over and over in the cup until Mary Elizabeth took it from her and set it the saucer. “Go ahead,” Lavina said. “Tell me I have to get over him.”

      “I’m not going to tell you that.”

      Lavina looked up. “You’re not?”

      “Nee. You love David and time apart isn’t making you forget about him.”

      “He made his decision. And he didn’t ask me to leave Paradise with him.”

      “Did you ask him?”

      Shocked, Lavina stared at her schwesder. “You know I didn’t! I couldn’t!”

      “You could have. You chose not to.”

      “I couldn’t.”

      A windstorm of emotions swirled up inside her. Lavina rose, paced the kitchen. “I couldn’t make that choice. You know I’d have been shunned. I joined the church. But David hadn’t.”

      “I wonder—” Mary Elizabeth stopped, then took a deep breath. “Lavina, would you have been as miserable as you’ve been since David left? You’d have been with him.”

      “Well, that’s blunt.”

      “Ya, you know I say what I think.”

      “There’s just one thing you’re forgetting. David didn’t ask me to marry him. He didn’t ask me to go with him.”

      “I know.” Mary Elizabeth fell silent for a long moment. “I do understand what you’re feeling. Only a few months after David left his bruder Samuel went with him and took part of my heart.”

      Lavina reached out her and touched Mary Elizabeth’s. “I know.”

      Rose Anna wandered into the room. “I thought you were going to fix tea. You’re having it without me.” She put her hands on her hips and pouted.

      Mary Elizabeth stood and poured another cup of hot water. “It’s my fault. I was talking to her. We weren’t trying to make you feel left out.”

      Rose Anna sniffed but took a seat to the right of Lavina. “What were you talking about?”

      Lavina started to say it was nothing, but knowing how Rose Anna, the youngest, was acting, she figured it would just make her feel even more left out.

      “Mary Elizabeth feels I should have gone with David when he left the community.”

      Rose Anna’s face took on a dreamy expression. “That would have been so romantic.”

      “He didn’t ask her to go with him,” Mary Elizabeth said. “Remember?”

      Lavina’s heart sank. She felt sandwiched in by Blunt Schweschder on one side and Hopeless Romantic Schweschder on the other.

      Could the three of them be any more different?

      “It was bad enough he left,” Rose Anna complained. “But he didn’t have to take his bruders with him. I really cared about John . . .” Tears filled her eyes.

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