THE WINGS OF THE DOVE (Complete Edition). Henry Foss James

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      “I should have thought you might perhaps guess. Let me at any rate tell you. Aunt Maud has made me a proposal. But she has also made me a condition. She wants to keep me.”

      “And what in the world else COULD she possibly want?”

      “Oh I don’t know — many things. I’m not so precious a capture,” the girl a little dryly explained. “No one has ever wanted to keep me before.”

      Looking always what was proper, her father looked now still more surprised than interested. “You’ve not had proposals?” He spoke as if that were incredible of Lionel Croy’s daughter; as if indeed such an admission scarce consorted, even in filial intimacy, with her high spirit and general form.

      “Not from rich relations. She’s extremely kind to me, but it’s time, she says, that we should understand each other.”

      Mr. Croy fully assented. “Of course it is — high time; and I can quite imagine what she means by it.”

      “Are you very sure?”

      “Oh perfectly. She means that she’ll ‘do’ for you handsomely if you’ll break off all relations with me. You speak of her condition. Her condition’s of course that.”

      “Well then,” said Kate, “it’s what has wound me up. Here I am.”

      He showed with a gesture how thoroughly he had taken it in; after which, within a few seconds, he had quite congruously turned the situation about. “Do you really suppose me in a position to justify your throwing yourself upon me?”

      She waited a little, but when she spoke it was clear. “Yes.”

      “Well then, you’re of feebler intelligence than I should have ventured to suppose you.”

      “Why so? You live. You flourish. You bloom.”

      “Ah how you’ve all always hated me!” he murmured with a pensive gaze again at the window.

      “No one could be less of a mere cherished memory,” she declared as if she had not heard him. “You’re an actual person, if there ever was one. We agreed just now that you’re beautiful. You strike me, you know, as — in your own way — much more firm on your feet than I. Don’t put it to me therefore as monstrous that the fact that we’re after all parent and child should at present in some manner count for us. My idea has been that it should have some effect for each of us. I don’t at all, as I told you just now,” she pursued, “make out your life; but whatever it is I hereby offer to accept it. And, on my side, I’ll do everything I can for you.”

      “I see,” said Lionel Croy. Then with the sound of extreme relevance: “And what CAN you?” She only, at this, hesitated, and he took up her silence. “You can describe yourself — TO yourself — as, in a fine flight, giving up your aunt for me; but what good, I should like to know, would your fine flight do me?” As she still said nothing he developed a little. “We’re not possessed of so much, at this charming pass, please to remember, as that we can afford not to take hold of any perch held out to us. I like the way you talk, my dear, about ‘giving up’! One doesn’t give up the use of a spoon because one’s reduced to living on broth. And your spoon, that is your aunt, please consider, is partly mine as well.” She rose now, as if in sight of the term of her effort, in sight of the futility and the weariness of many things, and moved back to the poor little glass with which she had communed before. She retouched here again the poise of her hat, and this brought to her father’s lips another remark — in which impatience, however, had already been replaced by a free flare of appreciation. “Oh you’re all right! Don’t muddle yourself up with ME!”

      His daughter turned round to him. “The condition Aunt Maud makes is that I shall have absolutely nothing to do with you; never see you, nor speak nor write to you, never go near you nor make you a sign, nor hold any sort of communication with you. What she requires is that you shall simply cease to exist for me.”

      He had always seemed — it was one of the marks of what they called the “unspeakable” in him — to walk a little more on his toes, as if for jauntiness, under the touch of offence. Nothing, however, was more wonderful than what he sometimes would take for offence, unless it might be what he sometimes wouldn’t. He walked at any rate on his toes now. “A very proper requirement of your Aunt Maud, my dear — I don’t hesitate to say it!” Yet as this, much as she had seen, left her silent at first from what might have been a sense of sickness, he had time to go on: “That’s her condition then. But what are her promises? Just what does she engage to do? You must work it, you know.”

      “You mean make her feel,” Kate asked after a moment, “how much I’m attached to you?”

      “Well, what a cruel invidious treaty it is for you to sign. I’m a poor ruin of an old dad to make a stand about giving up — I quite agree. But I’m not, after all, quite the old ruin not to get something FOR giving up.”

      “Oh I think her idea,” said Kate almost gaily now, “is that I shall get a great deal.”

      He met her with his inimitable amenity. “But does she give you the items?”

      The girl went through the show. “More or less, I think. But many of them are things I dare say I may take for granted — things women can do for each other and that you wouldn’t understand.”

      “There’s nothing I understand so well, always, as the things I needn’t! But what I want to do, you see,” he went on, “is to put it to your conscience that you’ve an admirable opportunity; and that it’s moreover one for which, after all, damn you, you’ve really to thank ME.”

      “I confess I don’t see,” Kate observed, “what my ‘conscience’ has to do with it.”

      “Then, my dear girl, you ought simply to be ashamed of yourself. Do you know what you’re a proof of, all you hard hollow people together?” He put the question with a charming air of sudden spiritual heat. “Of the deplorably superficial morality of the age. The family sentiment, in our vulgarised brutalised life, has gone utterly to pot. There was a day when a man like me — by which I mean a parent like me — would have been for a daughter like you quite a distinct value; what’s called in the business world, I believe, an ‘asset.’ “ He continued sociably to make it out. “I’m not talking only of what you might, with the right feeling, do FOR me, but of what you might — it’s what I call your opportunity — do WITH me. Unless indeed,” he the next moment imperturbably threw off, “they come a good deal to the same thing. Your duty as well as your chance, if you’re capable of seeing it, is to use me. Show family feeling by seeing what I’m good for. If you had it as I have it you’d see I’m still good — well, for a lot of things. There’s in fact, my dear,” Mr. Croy wound up, “a coach-and-four to be got out of me.” His lapse, or rather his climax, failed a little of effect indeed through an undue precipitation of memory. Something his daughter had said came back to him. “You’ve settled to give away half your little inheritance?”

      Her hesitation broke into laughter. “No — I haven’t ‘settled’ anything.”

      “But you mean practically to let Marian collar it?” They stood there face to face, but she so denied herself to his challenge that he could only go on. “You’ve a view of three hundred a year for her in addition to what her husband left her with? Is THAT,” the remote progenitor of such wantonness audibly wondered, “your morality?”

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