Alec Milius Spy Series Books 1 and 2: A Spy By Nature, The Spanish Game. Charles Cumming

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СКАЧАТЬ liquor-sick, just another man on the wrong side of fifty. With a few drinks inside him, Fortner has a nice, sly sarcastic manner that he can get away with on account of his age–in a younger man, it would look like arrogance–yet there is a quality of solipsism about him that overshadows any occasional glints of mischief. As I felt when I first met him, though Fortner looks to have experienced a great deal, he appears to have learned very little from those experiences. There is even an element of stupidity in him. He can at times appear almost a fool.

      Yet his attitude towards Katharine is not one of deference and admiration. He is often short with her, critical and dismissive. At one point, just as I am finishing off my veal, she embarks on a story about her college days at Amherst. Before she has really begun, Fortner is interrupting her, telling her not to bore Alec with stories from her youth. Then he simply takes the conversation off on a separate tangent with which he is more at ease. This is done consciously, as a premeditated recrimination, but Katharine barely seems to mind. It is as if she has accepted the subjugatory role of pupil, like a student who has moved in with her tutor and finds herself living in his shadow. This is not how things should be. Katharine is smarter, quicker-witted, and more subtle, in her views and manner, than Fortner. He is gauche by comparison.

      Just once or twice her face registers impatience when Fortner goes too far, though I sense that this may be largely for my benefit, another tactic she employs in flirtation. Nevertheless, it is all the more pointed for being concealed from him. By the time the pudding menus arrive I am convinced that she is starved of simple affections and would cherish a little attention.

      Tucci recommends the tiramisu and flatters Katharine by telling her that she is the last person on earth who should worry about putting on weight. She will not be persuaded and orders fruit instead. Fortner asks if the restaurant still serves ice cream, and Tucci gives him a slightly withering look before saying yes. Fortner then orders a large bowl of mint choc chip. I ask for the tiramisu, and Tucci disappears upstairs with our order.

      This is when they finally ask me a question about Abnex.

      ‘How long have you been there?’ Katharine inquires, rearranging her napkin so that it forms a neat square on her lap.

      ‘About nine months.’

      ‘You like it?’

      She has asked me this before. At the party.

      ‘Yes. I find the work interesting. I’m underpaid and the hours are antisocial, but I have prospects.’

      ‘Boy, you really know how to sell it,’ Fortner mutters.

      ‘You’ve just got me on a bad day. I had an argument with my boss earlier. He comes down hard when things don’t go his way.’

      ‘What did you do wrong?’ Katharine asks.

      ‘That’s just it. I didn’t.’

      ‘Okay then,’ she says patiently. ‘What does he think you did wrong?’

      I get all the components of the story straight in my mind, then kick off.

      ‘He told me to set up a meeting with an associate of his, who I think is unreliable. Name of Warner. This guy is an old friend of Alan’s, so he feels a residual loyalty towards him. In other words, he’s prepared to overlook the fact that Warner’s a loser. Alan knows I think this, and it’s almost as if he enjoys giving me as much contact with him as possible.’

      Fortner’s head drops slightly, his eyes moving slowly across the table.

      ‘Anyway, Warner didn’t return any of my calls for a week. I must have been ringing him five times a day. I needed some figures. Eventually I gave up and just got them from someone else. Alan went spastic, said I’d gone over his head and questioned his authority. And I’m at Abnex on a trial basis, so it doesn’t bode well.’

      ‘A trial basis?’ says Fortner, looking up immediately. He hadn’t stopped listening to me. ‘You mean you’re not a full-time employee?’

      ‘I’m halfway through a trial period. I have to attain a consistently high standard of work or they’ll kick me out.’

      ‘Jesus,’ says Katharine, swallowing a mouthful of Chianti. ‘That’s a lot of pressure to work under.’

      ‘Yeah,’ adds Fortner. ‘You’re a human being, not a Cadillac.’

      I laugh at this, making a snorting noise loud enough to cause someone at a neighbouring table to look up and stare at me. I bring my napkin to my face and dab away an imaginary speck. Keep going.

      ‘The trouble is that they don’t give me any indication of how well I’m doing. There’s very little in the way of compliments or praise.’

      ‘I think people need that, the encouragement,’ Katharine says.

      ‘That’s right,’ says Fortner, his voice going deep and meaningful. ‘So is that usual for young guys like yourself to get hired by a company and then, you know, just see how it pans out?’

      ‘I guess so. I have friends in a similar kind of position. And there’s not a hell of a lot we can do about it. It’s work, you know?’

      The pair of them nod sympathetically, and, sensing that this is the best opportunity, I decide to tell them now about my interviews with SIS last year. It is a great risk, but Hawkes and I have decided that to tell the Americans about SIS may actually draw me further into their confidence. To conceal the information might arouse suspicion.

      ‘It’s funny,’ I say, taking a sip of wine. ‘I nearly became a spy.’

      Katharine looks up first, vaguely startled.

      ‘What?’ she says.

      ‘I probably shouldn’t be telling you, Official Secrets Act and all that, but I got approached by MI6 a few months before I got the job at Abnex.’

      Not missing a beat, Katharine says, ‘What is MI6? Like your version of the CIA?’

      ‘Yes.’

      ‘Jesus. That’s so…so James Bond. So…are you…I mean, are…?’

      ‘Of course he’s not, honey. He’s not gonna be sitting here telling us all about it if he’s in MI6.’

      ‘I’m not a spy, Katharine. I didn’t pass the exams.’

      ‘Oh,’ she says. ‘I’m sorry.’

      ‘Why? Why are you sorry?’

      ‘Well, weren’t you disappointed?’

      ‘Not at all. If they didn’t think I was good enough for the job, then fuck ’em.’

      ‘That’s a great attitude,’ Fortner exclaims. ‘A great attitude.’

      ‘How else am I supposed to react? I went through three months of vetting and interviewing and IQ tests and examinations, and at the end of it all, after they’d more or less told me I was certain to get in, they turned around and shut me out. With a phone call. Not a letter or a meeting. A phone call. No explanation, no reason why.’

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