Название: Defy Not The Heart
Автор: Amy Blankenship
Издательство: Tektime S.r.l.s.
Жанр: Современная зарубежная литература
isbn: 9788873041917
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âOh, how vulnerable she was right now, he could just⦠NO! What was he thinking? Gods⦠they were right when they called him a perv.â
Trying to quickly back away to a safer distance, he accidentally brushed his arm against her thigh.
Kyoko inwardly cringed at the contact. Why did he have to be the one helping her right now? Why couldnât Toya still be here glaring and yelling at her. âThose lips, those eyes, I⦠have to stop staring at him like that!â She turned her gaze back to the herb box as she fumbled through it, looking for the aspirin she normally kept inside. Finding them, she held up the tiny pills.
Shinbe stared at her, mesmerized. She hadnât tried to castrate him yet, so she must not remember. âWhy couldnât she have remembered,â he silently sighed.
She looked back up at him making eye contact that almost rendered her brain dead for a moment. "Water? Please? You have no idea how gross these are without it."
Shinbe got completely flustered as he watched her mouth the words. Her lips were just so inviting⦠he could just⦠he bent down⦠he looked at the aspirin she held in her hand. Focus.
"Yes, they do look like nasty little things,â he said, eyeing them, even though he had no idea what they were. The door suddenly opened and he guiltily jerked his head around to see Suki and Kamui coming in with the water jug.
Suki eyed Shinbe wearily, "What are you up to, guardian?"
Shinbe backed away wondering if Suki could secretly read his mind or something. She had an uncanny knack for knowing just when he was misbehaving⦠or at least thinking about it.
"Oh Suki, please pour me some water quickly. The sooner I take this medicine, the sooner Iâll feel better,â Kyoko offered knowing Shinbe hadnât been doing anything wrong.
âKyoko to the rescue!â Shinbe kept the cheer to himself.
Suki poured some water in her cup and started to chatter on about how Toya was having a tantrum about her not returning early yesterday afternoon.
Shinbe leaned against the wall, watching Kyoko, and half listening to the conversation. "⦠if he screamed at me one more time, I thought I was going toâ¦" Take you in my arms and kiss you senseless. "⦠heâs such an arrogant bullyâ¦" I want you so bad, Kyoko. "⦠and the way he treatsâ¦" Shinbe fidgeted, wondering how long he could keep his secret, now that he had claimed her. "⦠isnât that right, Shinbe?"
âHuh? Did someone ask him a question?â Shinbe glanced from Suki to Kyoko as they both stared at him waiting for his response.
Having no clue what they were talking about, he took the safe way out, "Why, yes. I think youâre absolutely right, Suki. If you will excuse me, I have to go speak with Toya.â With that, he quickly escaped out the door.
Suki and Kyoko watched the door close after him, and both girls giggled.
Shinbe made it to the outside of the small structure and quickly leaned forward against the wall. He placed his hands against the cool wood on each side of his head, and then thumped his forehead against the wooden planks. The pain always seemed to help him clear his mind. It was just slow this morning. After last night, he couldnât get the feelings back under his control. It was worse now than it had ever been.
He really didnât want to grope Suki so she would hit him, it just didnât feel right to do so after touching Kyokoâs body. He feared he would never be able to touch another but her again, without wanting to rip his own hand off. He had chosen his mate and she didnât even know it.
Toya stood about five feet away, watching his brother and feeling waves of guilt wash from him. One of the perks about being a guardian was that you could sense things about those around you like a lie detector from Kyokoâs world.
He cocked a dark eyebrow, "What did you do, grope Suki again?" Toya frowned at his brother, seeing him flinch at his voice.
Shinbe flashed startled, dark violet eyes at Toya and pushed back from the wall, righting himself. "NO! I⦠well, you seeâ¦" Shinbe frowned at his own stuttering. He quickly forced himself to become calm, once again gaining composure. âI was just staying out here so I wouldnât make any noise and bother Kyokoâs hangover,â he said with a wise edge to his voice, hoping Toya would take the same advice.
Toya growled in the back of his throat, "I still want to know how the hell she wound up drunk. I think Iâll go find out right now." He started to angrily pass him, then stopped when Shinbe reached out and grabbed his arm in a firm grip. Toya scowled down at the opposing hand, wondering what his brother thought he was doing.
Shinbe watched silver highlights leap into Toya's golden eyes and quickly let go of his arm. In a steady voice he ventured, "If I were you, I wouldnât do that yet, unless you like the taste of floor." He hid his smirk when he sensed Toya's remembrance of the taming spell.
Toya gave his brother a brooding look before turning his back to the door mumbling, "She should know better than to get in that shape to start out with." He suddenly cringed holding his head where Suki had just brained him with her slayers weapon as she stepped out the door behind him.
"Ouch, what the hell was that for?" Toya glared at her.
Suki stood, giving him a âYou know what that was forâ look. "Donât be so over protective,â she glared at him, knowing he would never hurt her. âKyoko told me what happened last night.â
Shinbe felt his life begin to pass before his eyes. He quit breathing, waiting for Toya to kill him.
Suki continued, "Her friends, on the other side of the heart of time, took her to a gathering where there was alcohol,â she paused for effect, âshe did not drink anything. Instead, she ate a lot of fruit, only to then find out it had been soaked in very strong alcohol," her lips twitched. "But by then, she was already drunk."
Toya growled and turned, starting to go in and yell at her for her stupidity, but again received a numbing blow from Suki.
"Leave her alone, she just went back to sleep. And I donât think she will be able to go anywhere today. So I suggest we leave her here to rest. We can search for the crystal talisman without her for one day."
She turned to look at Shinbe, wondering why he was acting so strange. Heâd usually tried to grope her at least ten times before noon. "Shinbe, are you all right this morning?" she stepped closer and stared up into his pale face seeing his eyes were a touch overly bright.
Shinbe came back to life when he noticed Suki was close to his face. He quickly took a step back, then it dawned on him what sheâd said. He gave a soft sigh, shaking his head, "Actually Suki, no, Iâm not feeling too good myself." He didnât have to fake it either, because as disturbed as he had been since last night, he really felt like he was losing his mind.
Toya scrunched up his nose at his brother, "Yeah, you really do look like crap. Maybe we should leave you here to watch after Kyoko." He then narrowed his eyes on the amethyst guardian. "But if you touch her, sheâll tell me." Knowing his warning had been heard loud and clear, Toya turned back to Suki. "Do you want to СКАЧАТЬ