Название: Defy Not The Heart
Автор: Amy Blankenship
Издательство: Tektime S.r.l.s.
Жанр: Современная зарубежная литература
isbn: 9788873041917
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"Get dressed, but Iâm not leaving you alone again. Iâll stay until youâre ready to leave," the tone in his voice still held anger.
Kyoko huffed and quickly went to her clothes, hurrying into them. Once finally dressed, she turned back around seeing his stiff back and walked past him, ready to return to the hut when he reached out and grabbed her arm, swinging her around to face him.
Toya just wanted to know why. Why would she kiss Shinbe like that? His dark bangs fell forward, shielding his golden eyes from her. "Why did you kiss him?" he whispered. His hair swayed in the steady breeze, causing the silver highlights to shimmer attractively.
Kyoko frowned not knowing how to respond. In truth, maybe sheâd just simply wanted to, but she couldnât say that to him.
She sighed, "I didnât think, so⦠I really donât know why." She lowered her eyes. That was the truth anyway.
Toya felt fear creep into his heart with her answer. He snapped his head back up and looked directly at her, drawing her gaze to his. "Kyoko, you have never tried to kiss me⦠like that," he growled without thinking.
Kyoko's eyes blazed up at him for putting her on the spot, and she yelled back at him, "You never act like you want me to! Besides, I donât have a boyfriend so Iâm free to kiss anyone I want too, right?" She jerked her arm from his hold, ignoring his growl at her answer and she stalked past him wondering why all of a sudden he even cared.
Kyoko glared at the ground as she made her way towards the hut. Toya infuriated her. How dare he get angry with her or Shinbe for kissing? What was it to him anyway? He didnât care about her. He loved no one, so what did it matter who she kissed? She threw open the door to the hut and plopped down on her sleeping bag, deep in thought.
Toya stomped in after her. âI better never see you kiss Shinbe again!â he growled as he sat down across the room from her and leaned back against the wall.
Kyoko glared at him as her mind took in exactly what heâd just said, or more like ordered. âHow dare him,â her emerald eyes began shooting sparks.
âI will kiss, Whomever I please, Whenever I please!â with that, Kyoko angrily stood up, rolled up her sleeping bag, picked up her backpack, and headed for the door.
Toya jumped up to follow her with a stricken look. âWhere do you think youâre going, damn it?â He hadnât meant to make her angry enough to leave. He just didnât like the fact that Shinbe had so much as touched her.
Kyoko stopped with her hand on the doorframe, her back to him. âToya,â she turned slightly, held her hand up toward him, and then with an angry smirk, she used the Taming spell on him, knowing how much he hated it. âShut up!â
Toya hit the ground with a string of curses. Kyoko stomped out the door, past Shinbe and walked off towards the maiden shrine with every intention of going back home.
Shinbe stood with his back to the hut, a slight grin upon his face. He heard what Kyoko had said, and his grin widened as he heard Toya hit the floor. Kyoko hadnât seen him standing there when she came out, so he followed after her as she walked into the forest.
Chapter 4 "Don't Go"
Coming to the heart of time gardens, Kyoko slowly sat down in the grass in front of the maiden statue, looking up into the maidenâs face. She focused on the face that she knew mirrored her own looks. That image belonged to her ancestor that the statue was made in memory of. If living at the same time, they could have been twins.
Kyoko shook the thought away, remembering why she was now sitting in the grass in the first place. Her thoughts began to battle amongst themselves as if she wasnât even there to listen.
âToya is such a jerk!â She had just come back and âall he could do was yellâ at her. Sometimes she just⦠âHated himâ¦. OK, maybe that was a lie.â Kyoko sighed, 'I can't lie to myself. I do love Toya and when no one is around to witness it⦠he often proves that he loves me back.' Kyoko narrowed her eyes in thought. âBut then he has to go and blow it.â
She was going home and maybe sheâd never come back. She jumped up with every intention of laying her hands in the maidenâs hands, knowing it would take her home.
âBut then youâd never see Shinbe again.â Her eyes widened and her mind screamed, âYou have feelings for him!â⦠âThis is ridiculous,â she argued with herself, âI only have lingering feelings because I dreamt about him, that doesnât mean anything.â She backed away from the statue, lowering her hand hesitantly and sat back down, leaning against a cool stone.
âBut what if he has feelings for you too? Had the kiss gone further, then would he have kissed you back?â âWho was it that did the kissing again?â âBut heâs a player⦠heâd kiss any woman.â âAnd he stuck up for you with Toya.â âOnly because he felt threatened and besides, thatâs just the way Shinbe is.â A deep voice brought her from her scrambled thoughts.
âKyoko,â Shinbeâs husky voice called out to her. Kyokoâs head shot up and she blushed, feeling as if he had heard her thoughts.
âUm, hi,â she looked away from him, in hopes he didnât see the blush she knew was there.
âAre you going home?â he took a couple slow steps as he talked, âI canât really blame you, after the way Toya acted.â Shinbe kneeled in front of her with his hand out stretched to help her up. She took the offered hand and stood up, patting the dust off her skirt.
âI just canât stand to be around him sometimes, Shinbe... I⦠Iâm really sorry about all the trouble Iâve caused you,â she took a step toward the shrine.
Shinbe didnât want Kyoko to leave, but he knew there would be no stopping her once she had her mind made up. He was well aware of how much she hated it when Toya demanded she not leave, and he didnât want her to resent him for the same reasons. But in truth, he felt the same as Toya⦠he didnât want her to go.
Withholding his true feelings, he tried to cheer her up. âItâs okay, Kyoko. You can cause me trouble anytime,â he grinned at her pretending to slowly reach for her.
Kyoko didnât miss his hand as it inched its way towards her. She giggled, flashing him a smile. Then she was gone.
Shinbe stood there staring at the statue as his smile faltered. He wanted to tell her not to go. Heâd no compulsion to grope her⦠well, maybe a little. He made the action so she would feel at ease about leaving and know nothing had changed between them. He could tell she was upset and all he wanted was to see her smile, or show some other emotions besides sadness and anger. His plan worked better than he thought when she had laughed at him.
Shinbeâs haunted amethyst gaze jerked away from the maiden shrine. He hated the time portalâs ability to take her away from him and wished he could follow her into her world⦠just once. His eyes darkened attractively, then narrowed with the jealous thought of Toya being able to follow her through the heart of time. Why had the time portal picked СКАЧАТЬ