The One and Only Ivan. Katherine Applegate

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      But even though I draw the same things over and over again, I never get bored with my art. When I’m drawing, that’s all I think about. I don’t think about where I am, about yesterday or tomorrow. I just move my crayons across the paper.

      Humans don’t always seem to recognise what I’ve drawn. They squint, cock their heads, murmur. I’ll draw a banana, a perfectly lovely banana, and they’ll say, “It’s a yellow airplane!” or “It’s a duck without wings!”

      That’s all right. I’m not drawing for them. I’m drawing for me.

      Mack soon realised that people will pay for a picture made by a gorilla, even if they don’t know what it is. Now I draw every day. My works sell for twenty dollars apiece (twenty-five with frame) at the gift shop near my domain.

      If I get tired and need a break, I eat my crayons.

      Shapes in Clouds

      I think I’ve always been an artist.

      Even as a baby, still clinging to my mother, I had an artist’s eye. I saw shapes in the clouds, and sculptures in the tumbled stones at the bottom of a stream. I grabbed at colours – the crimson flower just out of reach, the ebony bird streaking past.

      I don’t remember much about my early life, but I do remember this: Whenever I got the chance, I would dip my fingers into cool mud and use my mother’s back for a canvas.

      She was a patient soul, my mother.

      Imagination

      Someday, I hope I can draw the way Julia draws, imagining worlds that don’t yet exist.

      I know what most humans think. They think gorillas don’t have imaginations. They think we don’t remember our pasts or ponder our futures.

      Come to think of it, I suppose they have a point. Mostly I think about what is, not what could be.

      I’ve learned not to get my hopes up.

      The Loneliest Gorilla in the World

      When the Big Top Mall was first built, it smelled of new paint and fresh hay, and humans came to visit from morning till night. They drifted past my domain like logs on a lazy river.

      Lately, a day might go by without a single visitor. Mack says he’s worried. He says I’m not cute any more. He says, “Ivan, you’ve lost your magic, old guy. You used to be a hit.”

      It’s true that some of my visitors don’t linger the way they used to. They stare through the glass, they cluck their tongues, they frown while I watch my TV.

      “He looks lonely,” they say.

      Not long ago, a little boy stood before my glass, tears streaming down his smooth red cheeks. “He must be the loneliest gorilla in the world,” he said, clutching his mother’s hand.

      At times like that, I wish humans could understand me the way I can understand them.

      It’s not so bad, I wanted to tell the little boy. With enough time, you can get used to almost anything.

      TV

      My visitors are often surprised when they see the TV Mack put in my domain. They seem to find it odd, the sight of a gorilla staring at tiny humans in a box.

      Sometimes I wonder, though: Isn’t the way they stare at me, sitting in my tiny box, just as strange?

      My TV is old. It doesn’t always work, and sometimes days will go by before anyone remembers to turn it on.

      I’ll watch anything, but I’m particularly fond of cartoons, with their bright jungle colours. I especially enjoy it when someone slips on a banana peel.

      Bob, my dog friend, loves TV almost as much as I do. He prefers to watch professional bowling and cat-food commercials.

      Bob and I have seen many romance movies too. In a romance there is much hugging and sometimes face licking.

      I have yet to see a single romance starring a gorilla.

      We also enjoy old western movies. In a western, someone always says, “This town ain’t big enough for the both of us, Sheriff.” In a western, you can tell who the good guys are and who the bad guys are, and the good guys always win.

      Bob says westerns are nothing like real life.

      The Nature Show

      I have been in my domain for nine thousand eight hundred and fifty-five days.

      Alone.

      For a while, when I was young and foolish, I thought I was the last gorilla on earth.

      I tried not to dwell on it. Still, it’s hard to stay upbeat when you think there are no more of you.

      Then one night, after I watched a movie about men in black hats with guns and feeble-minded horses, a different show came on.

      It was not a cartoon, not a romance, not a western.

      I saw a lush forest. I heard birds murmuring. The grass moved. The trees rustled.

      Then I saw him. He was bit threadbare and scrawny, and not as good-looking as I am, to be honest. But sure enough, he was a gorilla.

      As suddenly as he’d appeared, the gorilla vanished, and in his place was a scruffy white animal called, I learned, a polar bear, and then a chubby water creature called a manatee, and then another animal, and another.

      All night I sat wondering about the gorilla I’d glimpsed. Where did he live? Would he ever come to visit? If there was a he somewhere, could there be a she as well?

      Or was it just the two of us in all the world, trapped in our own separate boxes?

      Stella

      Stella says she is sure I will see another real, live gorilla someday, and I believe her because she is even older than I and has eyes like black stars and knows more than I will ever know.

      Stella is a mountain. Next to her I am a rock, and Bob is a grain of sand.

      Every night, when the stores close and the moon washes the world with milky light, Stella and I talk.

      We don’t have much in common, but we have enough. We are huge and alone and we both love yogurt raisins.

      Sometimes Stella tells stories of her childhood, of leafy canopies hidden by mist and the busy songs of flowing water. Unlike me, she recalls every detail of her past.

      Stella loves the moon, with its untroubled smile. I love the feel of the sun on my belly.

      She says, “It is quite a belly, my friend,” and I say, “Thank you, and СКАЧАТЬ