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СКАЧАТЬ now she was over the first shock, she was angry. ‘You didn’t want me when you ran off, leaving me unconscious, like the coward you are!’

      Cunning as a fox, he momentarily bowed his head as though with shame. ‘That’s why I’m back,’ he lied, his eyes sad with regret. ‘I did behave like a coward, and I want to make it up to you.’

      ‘I don’t believe you!’ Standing tall and defiant, Lucy looked him in the eye. ‘I’ve made a life for myself, Edward, and I’m happier than I’ve been in years. There is no place here for you now.’

      ‘Please, Lucy, don’t say that,’ he whined. ‘It took a lot of courage for me to come here after what I did.’ He glanced around the room, thinking it warm and cosy; a far cry from the dives where he’d been holed up of late. ‘We could have a good life together,’ he went on. ‘You’ve already got work up at the farmhouse, and I’ll find a job, I promise. We’ve got to give it a go.’

      When he saw her expression he grabbed her roughly by the arm. ‘Aw, look, Lucy. We were always good together, you know that!’

      ‘You used me!’ Shaking him off, she told him in a quiet, trembling voice, ‘You lied to me all along, and when I needed you more than ever, you ran off.’ She stared at him, wondering what she had ever seen in him. ‘We don’t need you, Edward. We don’t want you here. Please go. Leave us alone.’

      He was desperate now. ‘I love you, Lucy, it’s why I keep coming back. I’ve always loved you. I didn’t realise it until now.’ Darting forward, he grabbed her by the arm. ‘I had you, and I threw you away,’ he said angrily. ‘But I’ve got you back now and I don’t intend to let you go.’ Cupping her face in the palms of his hands, he whispered earnestly, ‘I know I did wrong, but I do love you, Lucy. You’ve got to believe me.’ And he did love her, as much as a man like him could ever love anyone.

      ‘Get off me!’ Lucy’s instincts told her that at long last he might be telling the truth, but it was too late. Edward Trent no longer meant anything to her. Thankfully she was over him now, and could see him for the selfish, vicious man he had always been. ‘I don’t want you here, now get out!’ She put Jamie down and tried to distract him with a toy while she hissed, ‘Go on! Get out of my house!’

      Realising she meant every word, Edward shook his head and smiled. ‘I’m not going anywhere,’ he said softly. ‘Not without you.’

      Afraid now, Lucy had to think hard. She had to be rid of him, but how? Suddenly an idea came to her. ‘For a long time I hoped and prayed you might come back,’ she lied, ‘but you didn’t. So I had to make a life for me and little Jamie, and now I’m going away to America. We’re leaving soon, Edward – it’s all arranged.’ She added as an afterthought to appease him, ‘I’ll write to you. Give me an address, and I promise I’ll write as soon as we get there.’

      Visibly shocked, he took a step back. ‘America!’ Looking into her eyes he gave her a shaky smile. ‘I don’t believe you.’

      ‘It’s true.’ She was desperate to make him believe. ‘Why would I lie? If you were hanging about outside, you must have seen Barney Davidson bring me home. There’s been a big party up at Overhill Farm to say goodbye to all the friends and neighbours. Mr Maitland has sold up here, and we’re all going with him to help run his farm in Boston, Massachusetts. If you don’t believe me, ask anyone. It’s common knowledge round here!’

      ‘You little bitch!’ Without warning he tore the child from her, and over the sound of his terrified cries, he said calmly: ‘You’re not going anywhere, with Mr Maitland or anyone else. You’re coming with me. We’re getting right away from here. I’ll find us lodgings in London. Somehow we’ll manage. We’ll be all right together, you and me … and him.’ Though he had acknowledged his love for Lucy, he had little feeling for the child; so far he had not spoken to Jamie, or even looked at him.

      ‘No, Edward! There was a time when I would have walked to the ends of the earth for you, but not any more. You see, I don’t love you.’ The calmness in her voice belied the turmoil inside. ‘Now give me my son.’ Reaching to collect little Jamie, who by now was screaming hysterically, she did not expect what happened next. Raising his hand, Trent brought it down hard against her temple and sent her reeling across the room.

      ‘I must be out of my mind to want you back,’ he snapped. ‘Dancing and laughing, and flirting with every man in sight. You’re nothing but a trollop!’

      Hurt and dazed, she dragged herself up by the chair; somewhere in the chaos of her mind she heard Jamie crying. ‘Give me back my son!’ she said hoarsely.

      ‘Want the brat back, do you?’ He gave a low, grating laugh that sent shivers through her. ‘You can have him … but you’ll have to take me as well.’

      Lucy was frantic. ‘Please, Edward, it wouldn’t work between us. All I want is to be left in peace.’

      Clambering up against the chair, she went sprawling again when he thrust his booted foot into her side. ‘You don’t seem to understand what I’m saying,’ he growled. ‘You either come with me now, or I’m taking him with me, and you’ll never see him again. So, what’s it to be?’

      Terrified that he might carry out his threat, Lucy was tempted to give in and let him stay – anything to have little Jamie safely back in her arms. But what then? He might rape her – get her with child again! Her flesh shuddered at the thought of his touch. He was repulsive to her. Anyway, he would soon discover that it was a trick on her part, and then his rage would know no bounds. What would happen to her and Jamie then?

      ‘Well?’ He stood over her, his face dark with loathing.

      Lucy looked at her son, still sobbing with fear. She turned her gaze on Edward and begged, ‘Don’t hurt him, please. If you want to stay, you can stay, and we’ll talk again in the morning.’

      When she saw the look in his eyes she knew it wasn’t enough. ‘Please, Edward, you’re asking me to give up everything I know and love, to go away with you. I’m not saying no, but I’m not saying yes either. Give me time to think about it; you owe me that much.’ She held out her arms. ‘And now … give me the child.’

      As he cut across towards the river on his way back home, Barney thought his world was a beautiful place, when the moon was full and round and the skies speckled with a myriad of twinkling stars. All along the chilly hedgerows he could hear the night animals scurrying about, and in the distance, the unique sound of a barn owl. ‘You made something wonderful when You made this earth,’ he murmured, his gaze roving the heavens. There was such peace and beauty on God’s earth, and he felt deeply privileged to be a part of it.

      Then, suddenly, Barney was made to stop in his tracks. ‘What’s that?’ From somewhere close he could hear the sounds of human voices raised in anger. Turning this way and that, he tried to pinpoint where the voices were coming from, but it was difficult; the tumbling of water from the weir diverted his senses.

      There it was again! His attention was drawn back, towards the high bend in the river, not too far from Lucy’s cottage. It sounded as if somebody was in trouble! Quickly now, he made his way back, pausing every now and then to catch his breath, and taking off again when a child’s wail shattered the night air.

      As he came round by way of the spinney, he saw a figure running in the moonlight; he was carrying something – what was it? A sack … a child? Dear Lord, it was a child! And coming up behind him was a woman, running and stumbling, and all the while calling out СКАЧАТЬ