Final Score. Michelle Betham
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Название: Final Score
Автор: Michelle Betham
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Эротика, Секс
isbn: 9780007596553
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‘Sshh, it’s okay. It’s okay. Let’s not think about the past any more, alright? And let’s mean it this time. None of that matters now.’
He threw his head back, releasing a long, slow sigh. ‘I don’t deserve to have you in my life, Amber. Not after everything…’
She shut him up with another kiss, letting it build, her mouth opening to accept him more, his tongue sliding inside and she pushed against him, all those confusing feelings filling her head and she just wanted to forget them. For a few, short minutes she wanted them to go away.
He turned her around, lifting her up onto the countertop, pushing her legs apart with a gentle force that signalled the beginning of something Amber needed now. She needed sex with a man she’d never really known, but he was a man she couldn’t walk away from. She’d known that before, and she knew it even more now.
Leaning back, she placed her hands palm-down behind her, wrapping her legs around him as he pushed into her once more, so hard and so quick it rocked her whole body back, causing her to cry out loud, but it was a beautiful pain, and one she welcomed. To feel him back inside her was the only thing she wanted right now.
He slid the t-shirt she was still wearing up over her breasts, his mouth covering them in tiny, almost feather-light kisses, sending her beyond crazy as the rhythm suddenly changed, and everything slowed down. Everything became calmer. He was kissing her so softly it was making her cry all over again, his arms holding her so tightly, as though she’d break if he let her go. And she just wanted to stay there, in his arms, feeling him move inside her as he kissed her. She wanted to feel that, forever.
So when they both finally came, in a climax that was so beautiful yet understated in its intensity, once again she didn’t want to open her eyes. She didn’t want to step back into reality.
‘The next time, I want you to look at me when you come,’ he whispered, gently stroking her cheek with his thumb. ‘I want you to look at me.’
She stared into those green eyes of his; eyes that she’d never really been sure of. Eyes that had never really told her the truth, until now. Now she could see something in them she’d never seen before. Honesty. A whole new start. A different man.
‘I love you so much, Jim. But I never really knew you, did I?’
He rested his forehead against hers, his fingers now lightly stroking the back of her neck. ‘You know me now.’
She smiled. ‘I’m beginning to.’
He kissed her again, his lips soft and damp against hers as those tears still fell from his eyes, more slowly now. ‘Stay with me tonight, Amber. Please. Stay with me.’
And if there was one thing Amber knew for certain now, it was that she wasn’t going anywhere.
‘You look happy.’ Freddie smiled as he handed Amber her son, clean and freshly changed.
Amber breathed in Rico’s beautiful baby smell, kissing him gently. ‘That’s because I am.’
‘So, what’s changed since yesterday? Because when I saw you last you looked like you had the weight of the world on your shoulders.’
‘Jim and I, we’re back together.’ It was probably best to just come out with it. There was no sugar-coating the situation or waiting for a right moment that may never come. She was in love with Jim and he was in love with her. End of story.
Freddie just looked at his daughter, an expression of not-altogether-unexpected surprise covering his face. ‘I… Amber, I… When did this happen?’
‘Last night.’
‘I thought you were with Ronnie last night?’
‘It’s complicated, Dad.’
‘It always is, kiddo. And I have to admit, this isn’t something I was ever expecting to hear. I’d thought you and him were finally over.’
‘We’ve never been over, Dad. I don’t think we ever will be over.’
Freddie sat down on the arm of the couch, clasping his hands between his knees. ‘Well, I just hope you know what you’re doing, Amber. Because it isn’t just you and him any more. You’ve got that baby to think about now. And speaking of which, does Ryan know about you and Jim?’
Amber shook her head, cradling Rico in the crook of her left arm as she gathered all of his things together. ‘Not yet, no. I’m going to see him this afternoon. I suppose we do, kind of, need to talk.’
‘And how do you think he’s going to take it?’
She threw her father a look. ‘How do you think he’ll take it, Dad?’
Freddie sighed. ‘Amber, sweetheart, I have no idea how you make your life such hard work.’
‘I love him, Dad.’
Freddie looked at her, his expression softening slightly. ‘I should have seen what was happening all those years ago. I should have stopped it. You were so young. And I should have stopped it.’
‘How could you? You didn’t know any of it was going on, so how could you have stopped it? I fell, Dad. I fell so hard and so deep and it’s impossible to let go or walk away now, but… believe me, there are things about Jim Allen… there are things you know nothing about. He’s not the man I thought he was. He’s different. It won’t be like every other last time. It won’t be like that any more.’
Freddie’s head shot up, a fleeting expression of something verging on suspicion sweeping over his face.
‘He told me things last night that explained everything – why he acted the way he did all those years ago, why he did what he did…’
‘And you believe him?’
She stared at her father, cuddling her baby boy closer to her. ‘I do now.’
*
Jim sat back in his chair, staring up at the ceiling for a few seconds before sitting up, re-reading the email that had just arrived in his inbox. Things were changing so quickly it was difficult to take it all in, but maybe this was a sign – a sign that things were meant to change and that his life was meant to go in this direction. And it was what he wanted, after all; Amber back in his life, back in his bed – that was all he’d ever wanted.
A knock at the door made him jump, pulling him out of his thoughts. ‘Come in.’
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