Golden Apples of the Sun. Ray Bradbury

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      Acton froze, staring at the door, the clock, the door, the clock.

      Someone rapped loudly.

      A long moment passed. Acton did not breathe. Without new air in his body he began to fail away, to sway; his head roared a silence of cold waves thundering onto heavy rocks.

      “Hey, in there!” cried a drunken voice. “I know you’re in there, Huxley! Open up, dammit! This is Billy-boy, drunk as an owl, Huxley, old pal, drunker than two owls.”

      “Go away,” whispered Acton soundlessly, crushed.

      “Huxley, you’re in there, I hear you breathing!” cried the drunken voice.

      “Yes, I’m in here,” whispered Acton, feeling long and sprawled and clumsy on the floor, clumsy and cold and silent. “Yes.”

      “Hell!” said the voice, fading away into mist. The footsteps shuffled off. “Hell … ”

      Acton stood a long time feeling the red heart beat inside his shut eyes, within his head. When at last he opened his eyes he looked at the new fresh wall straight ahead of him and finally got courage to speak. “Silly,” he said. “This wall’s flawless. I won’t touch it. Got to hurry. Got to hurry. Time, time. Only a few hours before those damn-fool friends blunder in!” He turned away.

      From the comers of his eyes he saw the little webs. When his back was turned the little spiders came out of the woodwork and delicately spun their fragile little half-invisible webs. Not upon the wall at his left, which was already washed fresh, but upon the three walls as yet untouched. Each time he stared directly at them the spiders dropped back into the woodwork, only to spindle out as he retreated. “Those walls are all right,” he insisted in a half shout. “I won’t touch them!”

      He went to a writing desk at which Huxley had been seated earlier. He opened a drawer and took out what he was looking for. A little magnifying glass Huxley sometimes used for reading. He took the magnifier and approached the wall uneasily.

      Fingerprints.

      “But those aren’t mine!” He laughed unsteadily. “I didn’t put them there! I’m sure I didn’t! A servant, a butler, or a maid perhaps!”

      The wall was full of them.

      “Look at this one here,” he said. “Long and tapered, a woman’s, I’d bet money on it.”

      “Would you?”

      “I would!”

      “Are you certain?”

      “Yes!”

      “Positive?”

      “Well—yes.”

      “Absolutely?”

      “Yes, damn it, yes!”

      “Wipe it out, anyway, why don’t you?”

      “There, by God!”

      “Out damned spot, eh, Acton?”

      “And this one, over here,” scoffed Acton. “That’s the print of a fat man.”

      “Are you sure?”

      “Don’t start that again!” he snapped, and rubbed it out. He pulled off a glove and held his hand up, trembling, in the glary light.

      “Look at it, you idiot! See how the whorls go? See?”

      “That proves nothing!”

      “Oh, all right!” Raging, he swept the wall up and down, back and forth, with gloved hands, sweating, grunting, swearing, bending, rising, and getting redder of face.

      He took off his coat, put it on a chair.

      “Two o’clock,” he said, finishing the wall, glaring at the clock.

      He walked over to the bowl and took out the wax fruit and polished the ones at the bottom and put them back, and polished the picture frame.

      He gazed up at the chandelier.

      His fingers twitched at his sides.

      His mouth slipped open and the tongue moved along his lips and he looked at the chandelier and looked away and looked back at the chandelier and looked at Huxley’s body and then at the crystal chandelier with its long pearls of rainbow glass.

      He got a chair and brought it over under the chandelier and put one foot up on it and took it down and threw the chair, violently, laughing, into a corner. Then he ran out of the room, leaving one wall as yet unwashed.

      In the dining room he came to a table.

      “I want to show you my Gregorian cutlery, Acton,” Huxley had said. Oh, that casual, that hypnotic voice!

      “I haven’t time,” Acton said. “I’ve got to see Lily——”

      “Nonsense, look at this silver, this exquisite craftsmanship.”

      Acton paused over the table where the boxes of cutlery were laid out, hearing once more Huxley’s voice, remembering all the touchings and gesturings.

      Now Acton wiped the forks and spoons and took down all the plaques and special ceramic dishes from the wall itself....

      “Here’s a lovely bit of ceramics by Gertrude and Otto Natzler, Acton. Are you familiar with their work?”

      “It is lovely.”

      “Pick it up. Turn it over. See the fine thinness of the bowl, hand-thrown on a turntable, thin as eggshell, incredible. And the amazing volcanic glaze. Handle it, go ahead. I don’t mind.”

      HANDLE IT. GO AHEAD. PICK IT UP!

      Acton sobbed unevenly. He hurled the pottery against the wall. It shattered and spread, flaking wildly, upon the floor.

      An instant later he was on his knees. Every piece, every shard of it, must be found. Fool, fool, fool! he cried to himself, shaking his head and shutting and opening his eyes and bending under the table. Find every piece, idiot, not one fragment of it must be left behind. Fool, fool! He gathered them. Are they all here? He looked at them on the table before him. He looked under the table again and under the chairs and the service bureaus, and found one more piece by match light and started to polish each little fragment as if it were a precious stone. He laid them all out neatly upon the shining polished table.

      “A lovely bit of ceramics, Acton. Go ahead—handle it.”

      He took out the linen and wiped it and wiped the chairs and tables and doorknobs and windowpanes and ledges and drapes and wiped the floor and found the kitchen, panting, breathing violently, and took off his vest and adjusted his gloves and wiped the glittering chromium.... “I want to show you my house, Acton,” said Huxley. “Come along.... ” And he wiped all the utensils and the silver faucets and the mixing bowls, for now he had forgotten what he had touched and what he had not. СКАЧАТЬ