The Trouble with Goats and Sheep. Joanna Cannon

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       Number Three, Rowan Tree Croft

      28 June 1976

      ‘Do you not think people might be a tad suspicious, two little girls knocking on their door and asking if God is at home?’ Mrs Morton put a bowl of Angel Delight on the table.

      ‘We’re going undercover.’ I carved my name in it with the edge of a spoon.

      ‘Are we?’ said Tilly. ‘How exciting.’

      ‘And how do you propose to do that?’ Mrs Morton leaned over and pushed the bowl a little nearer to Tilly.

      ‘We’ll be doing our Brownie badges,’ I said.

      Tilly looked up and frowned. ‘We’re not in the Brownies, Gracie. You said it wasn’t our cup of tea.’

      ‘We’re going to be temporary Brownies,’ I said. ‘Ones who are more casual.’

      She smiled and wrote ‘Tilly’ in very small letters at the edge of the bowl.

      ‘I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear any of that.’ Mrs Morton wiped her hands on her apron. ‘And why this sudden fascination with God?’

      ‘We are all sheep,’ I said. ‘And sheep need a shepherd to keep them safe. The vicar said so.’

      ‘Did he?’ Mrs Morton folded her arms.

      ‘So I want to make sure we’ve got one.’

      ‘I see.’ She leaned back against the draining board. ‘You do know that this is just the vicar’s opinion. Some people are able to manage quite successfully without a shepherd.’

      ‘But it’s important to listen to God.’ I sank my spoon into the bowl. ‘If you don’t take any notice of Him, He runs after you.’

      ‘With knives,’ said Tilly.

      Mrs Morton frowned all the way up her forehead. ‘I expect the vicar told you that as well.’

      ‘He did,’ I said.

      The clock on the wall ticked away the silence, and I watched Mrs Morton’s mouth trying to choose words.

      ‘I just don’t want you to be disappointed,’ she said eventually. ‘God isn’t always easy to spot.’

      ‘We’ll find Him, and when we do, everyone will be safe and Mrs Creasy will come home.’ I slid a spoonful of Angel Delight into my mouth.

      ‘We’ll be local heroes,’ said Tilly, and she smiled and licked the tip of her spoon.

      ‘I think it might take a little more than God to bring Mrs Creasy back.’ Mrs Morton leaned over and opened another window. I could hear an ice-cream van drift through the estate, drawing children from their gardens like a conjuror.

      ‘We’ve decided she probably isn’t dead after all,’ I said.

      ‘Well, that’s something.’

      ‘And now we need God to find her. You have to remember that God is everywhere, Mrs Morton.’ I waved my arms about. ‘So He can quite easily find people, and bring them back from captivity.’

      ‘Who said that?’ Mrs Morton took off her glasses and pinched at the marks they had left.

      ‘God,’ I replied, in a very shocked voice, and I made my eyes as wide as I could.

      Mrs Morton started to speak, but then she sighed and shook her head, and decided to deal with the drying up instead.

      ‘Just don’t raise your hopes,’ she said.

      ‘It’s nearly Blue Peter.’ Tilly slid from her chair. ‘I’ll put the television on to warm up.’

      She disappeared into the front room, and I unpeeled my legs from the seat and took my bowl to the sink.

      ‘Where are you going to begin?’ said Mrs Morton.

      ‘We’ll just work our way round until He pops up.’ I handed her the bowl.

      ‘I see.’

      I had got as far as the hall when she called me back.

      ‘Grace.’

      I stood in the doorway. The ice-cream van had travelled further away, and broken notes edged into the room.

      ‘When you go around the avenue,’ she said, ‘you’ll make sure that you miss out number eleven.’

      I frowned. ‘Will I?’

      ‘You will,’ she said.

      I started to speak, but her face didn’t suggest that it wanted to have a conversation.

      ‘Okay,’ I said.

      There was a beat before my answer. But I don’t think Mrs Morton heard it.