How To Keep A Secret: A fantastic and brilliant feel-good summer read that you won’t want to end!. Sarah Morgan

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СКАЧАТЬ was no tray laid for breakfast. No sign of any birthday treat.

      Nothing except a single overflowing bowl of breakfast cereal that Mack dug in to.

      Lauren tried to work out what she could say without causing an explosion. “Hi, honey. You haven’t forgotten Dad’s birthday?”

      Mack looked up from her phone and removed her headphones in an exaggerated gesture.

      “What?”

      “Dad’s birthday. Today.”

      “Yeah?”

      “Aren’t you going to wish him happy birthday?”

      “Does he want to be reminded? Forty is pretty old. Not quite a senior citizen but that landmark is definitely on the horizon.” Mack took another spoonful of cereal. “I figured he might rather ignore it. And it’s six fifteen. I’m not a morning person. I guess I could have made him tea, but he hates my tea. He always moans that it’s too weak.” She put the headphones back on her ears and went back to Snapchat. Dressed in an oversize T-shirt, she looked younger than sixteen. Her hair was the same sunny blond as Lauren’s, but Mack allowed hers to flop forward in an attempt to hide the stubborn spots that clustered on her forehead. Her braces had come off a few months earlier but she still smiled with her lips pressed together because she’d forgotten she no longer needed to be self-conscious.

      It was only when Mack picked up her empty bowl to put it in the dishwasher that Lauren noticed the two pink streaks in her hair.

      “What have you done to your hair?”

      “I woke up with it this way. Weird, huh? Fairies or gremlins.”

      “Mack—”

      Her daughter sighed. “I dyed it. And before you flip out, everyone is doing it. All the other mothers were fine about it. Abigail’s mom helped her do hers.”

      This was her cue to be like “all the other mothers.” It was a pass or fail test, and Lauren knew she was going to fail. “Why didn’t you discuss it with me?”

      “Because you’re such a control freak you would have said no.”

      “You have beautiful hair. Is this about trying to fit in?”

      “I don’t care about fitting in.”

      They both knew it was a lie.

      Lauren picked her words carefully. “Honey, I know it’s hard when you’re teased, but it happens to a lot of people and—”

      “That does not help, by the way. It makes no difference to me how many other people have been through it.” Nonchalance barely masked the pain and Lauren felt the pain as if it were her own.

      “Your individuality is the thing that makes you special. And you need to remember that most people are thinking about themselves, not anyone else.” She decided that this wasn’t the time to raise the school issue again. “I know you’re upset. Has something else happened?”

      “You mean apart from the fact that my mother is always on my case?”

      “I’m trying to be supportive. We’ve always been able to talk about anything and everything.”

      Mack scooped up her phone. “Yeah, right. Anything and everything. No secrets in this house.”

      Her tone made Lauren feel uneasy.

      “Mack—”

      “I need to get ready for school. My mother had a place at an Ivy League college, so nothing short of Oxford or Cambridge is going to be good enough for me. Education is everything, right?”

      It was too early in the morning to deal with teenage attitude. Lauren opened her mouth to remind her to wish her father a happy birthday, but Mack was gone.

      Another slammed door. Her world seemed full of them.

       No secrets in this house.

      Feeling a burn of stress behind her rib cage, she took herself downstairs to the basement gym they’d installed and tried to run off her anxiety on the treadmill. She flicked on CNN, giving herself a taste of home.

      Storms in Alabama. An alligator thirty feet long in Florida. A shooting in Brooklyn.

      A wave of homesickness almost knocked her flat. She yearned for morning runs on South Beach, the smell of the sea, the taste of seafood caught fresh that morning, the sight of the sun setting near her sister’s house in Menemsha.

      Twenty minutes later Ed appeared. He was dressed in cycling gear and had his phone in his hand.

      Lauren breathed a sigh of relief. This was routine. Ed cycled to the office and changed once he got there, and it seemed that today was no different except that he was running later than usual.

      “Have a great day, birthday boy.” When he didn’t answer, she muted CNN and slowed the treadmill until it stopped. “You seem really distracted today. Does it bother you being forty?”

      “What?” He glanced up from his emails.

      “Forty.” Maybe she’d treated the whole thing too lightly. She needed to make sure he knew he was still handsome and desirable. More sex wouldn’t hurt. Sometimes the days slipped past and she’d realize it had been a week. Sometimes longer. The truth was sex between them had always been comfortable rather than urgent.

      Was that normal? She had no idea because it wasn’t a topic she’d dream of discussing with friends.

      Maybe he was having an affair?

      Even though she’d stopped the treadmill, her heart rate continued to accelerate. No. Ed wasn’t like that. They didn’t lie to each other. That was what they’d agreed that first night they’d met. Lauren trusted Ed implicitly.

      And they were happy. Happy couples didn’t have affairs.

      “Are you worrying about Mack? I know she’s been difficult lately.”

      She decided not to mention the pink hair. Let him notice it for himself later.

      “All teenagers are difficult. I remember your mother saying your sister was a nightmare.”

      Lauren realized she’d forgotten to call her sister the day before. Preparations for Ed’s birthday had eclipsed everything.

      “All my mother wanted to do was paint, and she was irritated by anything that disturbed that.” Still, when Lauren thought back to some of the things she’d done with Jenna, it terrified her.

      They were lucky to have come through childhood unscathed. Or mostly unscathed.

      “She’s growing up.” Ed was calm. “She doesn’t have to tell us every little thing. She’s pushing for independence, and we’ve always encouraged that. And as for being difficult, it’s nature’s way of making sure teenagers want to leave home and that parents are ready to push them out of the door.”

      “She’s СКАЧАТЬ