Duet. Carol Shields

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       September

      Sunday night. And the thought strikes me that I ought to be happier than I am.

      We have high tea on Sunday, very Englishy, the four of us gathered in the dining ell of our cream-coloured living room at half-past five for cold pressed ham, a platter of tomatoes and sliced radishes. Slivers of hardboiled egg. A plate of pickles.

      The salad vegetables vary with the season. In the summer they’re larger and more varied, cut into thick peasant slices and drenched with vinegar and oil. And in the winter, in the pale Ontario winter, they are thin, watery, and tasteless, though their exotic pallor gives them a patrician presence. Now, since it is September, we are eating tomatoes from our own suburban garden, brilliant red under a scatter of parsley. Delicious, we all agree.

      ‘Don’t we have any mustard?’ my husband Martin asks. He is an affectionate and forgetful man, and on weekends made awkward by leisure.

      ‘We’re all out,’ I tell him, ‘but there’s chutney. And a little of that green relish.’

      ‘Never mind, Judith. It doesn’t matter.’

      ‘I’ll get the chutney for you,’ Meredith offers.

      ‘No, really. It doesn’t matter.’

      ‘Well, I’d like some,’ Richard says.

      ‘In that case you can just go and get it yourself,’ Meredith tells him. She is sixteen; he is twelve. The bitterness between them is variable but always present.

      Meredith makes a sweep for the basket in the middle of the table. ‘Oh,’ she says happily, ‘fresh rolls.’

      ‘I like garlic bread better,’ Richard says. He is sour with love and cannot, will not, be civil.

      ‘We had that last Sunday,’ Meredith says, helping herself to butter. Always methodical, she keeps track of small ceremonies.

      For us, Sunday high tea is a fairly recent ceremony, a ritual brought back from England where we spent Martin’s sabbatical year. We are infected, all four of us, with СКАЧАТЬ