The chosen vessel. Fighting of the spirits. Miki Lazović

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СКАЧАТЬ the falls of energy from them join my palms. Or if I a naked breast and the person nestled on an oak, I just felt as on his veins and branches vital juice which joins my body proceed. Grandfather will bring me into an oak grove and will leave me there so I watched trees for several hours. Nothing occurred at the beginning. Much later or on the one hand, or on the other side of trunks yellow color began to appear. I have boasted about it to grandfather and he has explained that it is excellent result and it is necessary to continue. By persistence and heavy exercises, I managed to see a range of flowers which every day became more and more visible around trees. Grandfather always gave me all new and new tasks. This time I had to be completely nude in water within several hours. Water in the mountains can’t be warm in the summer, and it is hard spending in it two – three hours and more. Any my step, exercise or meditation weren’t lungs. I have understood that nothing in life comes easily. The road to success is heavy, and this way elected by me and given me by destiny seemed to be the most difficult of all possible. Every time when it was insufferably heavy to me and when I thought that I can’t any more, as if by magic grandfather appeared near and supported me. Near him all my barriers fell as a house of cards. I managed to master solar process completely. Many times grandfather directed hands to me. He moved me in spite of the fact that was in several meters from me. I tried to resist to him but only in any way it was impossible to me. My grandfather has explained his secret in details.

      “Sonny, my spirit, my belief, my desire and my brain, which was more developed than yours, also allow me to reach everything that I want. You need to learn still much, but soon and you will be able to do so”.

      How much it is necessary to be engaged, meditate and when I’ll achieve the objectives? Many times I asked about it and at once I remembered words of grandfather that patience and tranquility are the best allies for achievement of goals. Be silent, study and everything will rise on the places. I understood his words that I will reach everything as its support and actually I need enough months for implementation of it. Uncountable number of times I doubted whether there will be enough at me patience that about one purpose is a lot of time to reach, but right after its implementation I completely plunged into achievement following irrespective of what is the time it will borrow. I was stubborn, persistent and incredibly sure that I will manage to do it.

      Then grandfather came with one offer:

      “Sonny, you are ten years and you have to undergo starvation”.

      “Why grandfather? There is so much food and you know as I love everything that granny cooks”.

      “I know, sonny, I know everything. Besides I say to you that it is hard, but you will see what opportunities will open after that. I will be with you and at any time, if you aren’t able to mature, we will stop starvation”.

      Again, his quiet words convinced me. I began also this process. I thought that it will be difficult for me, but at the beginning very well transferred starvation. At first, I starved twenty – four hours a week, and then my grandfather increased it to thirty – six, forty – eight, sixty, seventy – two. It lasted more than two years. Surprisingly, but after the next period of starvation I couldn’t wait when those days while I starve again come. Grandfather explained to me that power batteries, which were created in my body, help to mature starvation irrespective of the fact how long it proceeds. After long starvations, which lasted for three days, my grandfather suggested me to starve within ten days. This time wasn’t terrible to me and I hardly waited for the beginning. This long starvation differed from short. About five kilometers I had to go every day, and with the help the grandfathers’ tea every other day to clean intestines. During starvation, I drank three, four liters of solar water.

      I maintained hunger very well and then for the first time during my exercises and meditation on a big change I have boasted to one of schoolmates. He has told other children and soon all school knew about my secret. Many of them laughed, scoffed over me. I never was so angry. I didn’t know that at this moment I have directed hands to the traitor so far, he laughed with other children, and he suddenly clutched at the head, bent and vomiting began.

      What suddenly happened to him? I asked about it, as well as all others. One of teachers took out a glass of water and began to wash him. It didn’t become better for him. He choked. I didn’t know that this was in me the reason of his weakness. At that moment, I don’t understand from where grandfather appeared about me and I have hit my hands which due to a misunderstanding remained directed to my friend. Nobody has noticed these events. All attention has been paid to the patient. Grandfather has approached to him, he stroked him hands and the child has got up as if nothing has happened. There has come silence. Some neighbor’s dog has begun to bark. It became a signal and all have rustled. Grandfather has approached my teacher who thanked him for help given to the sick child. Grandfather has counted it unimportant and at once I have asked the teacher to exempt me from occupations. The teacher released change and we went home. When we left enough and no one could hear us, my grandfather began to criticize me. The criticism has sounded by a quiet, authoritative voice to which it was necessary to listen.

      “How do you think, sonny, if I was late at least for five minutes would be living your friend?”

      “Grandfather, I was surprised with this? It was suddenly bent and has begun to vomit?”

      “And you have paid attention to the hands?”

      “I know that you have struck them when has come, but I don’t know why”.

      “Sonny, many times I said to you about, what, at the cost of the life you never dare to tell anybody anything”.

      “I thought, grandfather, he is a good friend and he would tell nothing to anybody”.

      “Sonny, your thoughts have to remain only yours and have to be directed to success. If a person knew what force of one thought, then would never dare to think of bad. I already told it to you. And you have made it now. I have dared to lose tranquility, faith and self – control because of the mistake. I have allowed rage to direct you. You have to understand that there is a positive and negative energy. The rage, anger, concern, pain and other unpleasant feelings attract negative energy. You have attracted this negative energy and have directed to the friend”.

      “But grandfather, I didn’t understand how I did it”.

      “Yes, sonny, but even if you didn’t understand, the result was very strong, and if you would understand, what you were doing, you could ruin your friend. Therefore, I have taken you away from school that again you haven’t become angry and on ignorance have done much harm to somebody. Any negative direction of energy creates to either you, or to whom you direct it, a heap of troubles and pain”.

      His words were deeply imprinted in consciousness. I was frightened. All heart I wanted to help people and the energy to cure of all diseases, but I have nearly killed with incorrectly directed energy my school friend. And what, if sometime, when very much I want to help somebody, I should direct energy incorrectly and I could create for him indescribable problems? Again, grandfather has read my thoughts and answered without asking question:

      “I see, sonny, that you were frightened. It is good because this fear doesn’t allow make mistakes. You are still small, sonny, and you aren’t able to control by yourself. That is why it happened to you. Don’t worry, you go in the correct way and you will learn soon. And when you will learn everything, never without your desire energy will harm to the person whom you want to cure. And my great – grandfather helped me in the beginning. It happened with me the same in the beginning. Once, I in one church have become so angry that I directed energy to one Grace, have taken away from him a rod which he flogged me and, without touching, hit him several times. Therefore never, remember, never you dare to become angry. The most necessary for each person is peace and Gods’ blessing”.

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