White Sail. Maestrolove_life

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      The clouds are over “White Sail”, gathering

      I have no more strength, the world is changing.

      Everything has become new, not mine.

      Although, being in motion at one place we run.

      Unknown fear of an attack from the outside,

      It dissolves you as in a dream, by my side.

      Think I feel your presence or maybe not.

      And you have no answer of what do you want.

      I didn’t think, didn’t imagine like this…

      Only God predestines our fates

      We will have to accept, here are the answers.

      And how to do it? We need the internal forces

      When the distress burns the soul like a flame

      And the body shakes trembling like a hell,

      The consciousness clouded, the words were confused,

      The breath stopped- that’s misfortune, returned.

      The heart was hysterical, it was ready to break forever,

      After all, there are not those forces to restrain ourselves, ever.

      And the cold has come as if its time had arrived.

      What should I do? – I can’t make up my mind.

      Betrayal concealed return again.

      Return at night and left an impression.

      In the morning everything seemed to be a game.

      And there is nobody to blame.

      My mind tells me “There is no reason…”.

      There is no reason to talk all the time.

      But my soul remembers this pain,

      And all condemnations, all the crime…

      My heart is so filled with love and I’m trying to forget.